its gonna be a long post..

ah ah! where did i stopped? ok. common test. yes. its all over already=] i hope its nt as disastrous as i think it would be=/ went to execute a surprise for joyce after our last paper. (oh ya. CT ended badly with CLAW paper. yes it sucked) she's currently in california USA. hope she's doing fine and wont contract any sort of stuff back. heh. met lessie after that for a dinner at jp. left for balai on saturday morning. even though its nothing compared to anywhere BUT its the best trip i've ever been so far. a huge loads of memories came flowing back to me. really. its been say at least 6-7 years ever since i last went back? ever since my relative shifted to batam i didnt get any chance to pop by again. it was an awesome trip. but i know of another trip more awesome then this.... soon. :D trip to air tejun. FABULOUS! i hike up which cost me one day. but i NEVER NEVER regret. its totally worth. like SUPER! even that i was mozzi bites infested.

wedding dinner was great. celebration was great. the bride is freaking 20 years old. like 1 year older then me only? whats with people these days? and i just happen to know that my primary school friend is freaking MARRIED and GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRL. ok. i was damm shocked about the news. i totally cant digest the news. i was stunned at that moment and cant comprehend anything at all. its heart warming though. she way more mature then me. as a mommy she's more wise in the thoughts. really. ok la. unwise getting pregnant at this age though. but she has grown alot. bless her and baby cheryth=]

hmm. time was well spent in balai. a relaxing getaway(: but still nothing can be compared to a trip to bali. i bet it'll be hundred times better!!! back on monday. had lunch at white dogs cafe with mummy and sissy. homed after that. met CDT and JDT at night to get my 2nd card. thanks pigeon. you did a great job. i simply love you both. and JDT. ur unicorn is still with meeee.

met my girls up on tuesday for a makeup audit tut and proj meeting. completed our stuff within like an hour or so. decided we shall go KBOX^^. we totally screamed our voice off=) i had a great time though. they are loved<3>

Photo time..

KBOX with that two ladies that never fail to hang a smile on my face. and it goes clearly i had BETTER photography skills =P

mummy was a stunning beauty that night. she looked WAY different in person.

in white dogs cafe

back in singapore

dinner after air tejun-ing

thats weiqiang beside uncle. too bad i dun have a close up photo of him. HE TOTALLY RESEMBLES JIN CHEN WU!!!

AIR TEJUN!!! not all the photos are up. uploading is a bore u know. HAHA. and too bad i didnt had a good camera with me. bare with it ppl=Dhe simply refuse to SMILEtotally worn out after being stranded for 4 years.in the ferry

in the cab

pizza hut after last paper of CT

SCREW CLAW!!!

his miles and miles away from me. and distant really do makes love grow fonder. its weird how this sentence seems so true. we cherished the time we had over the net. that 1 hour of webcam-ing every night. it is always the time i'm looking forward to everyday. it was the best part of my day. i made my decision yesterday. after one whole night of thinking through. after many struggle between pros and cons. i made up my mind. i hope it is a wise decision. and i hope i won't regret making it. to give up on this, i took great courage. it was a BIG sacrificies. to give up that dream that ambition. it is by far, the biggest sacrificies i ever make.

i always love sunny afternoon. everyone knows. it somehow make my mind a little clearer. a little more space for thoughts. trip to tuition today was that fantastic. thought through alot. about my future. about dear and me. about my family. about my everything. i haven't come to any decision what should i do after my diploma yet. and i hope i'll come to a conclusion very soon.

and i wish you were here right now... thanks for being here no matter what happen. thanks for being supportive of my decision. and thanks for being not selfish. its actually you that all it matters. i wish i could have your hug right now.. yes i miss you MR CHUA. i'm looking forward to 10July. love dear loads^^ thanks for all the assurance. i learn to be patient. i learn to be more subtle. i grew. might be insignificant to some. but definitely significant to me. i no longer get furious at stuff. i no longer throw temper like i alway do. i no longer demand anything. though there's still a long way to go. and i dont know whether do these changes last. i give my words i'll do my best. cause i want to see your smile. this meant more than anything to me. take good care. bear bear will stay by me. and watchy will stay by you^^

many thoughts,
Claire

DAMM COOL!

yes yes. i am freaking back from my damm cool trip. I MISS karimum. LIKE so much! and when i'm there i miss DEARIE like so much! HAHA! await for my post soon=D

PS: lessie! pls take care. dun shag urself ok. OK! pls dun tired yourself out. LOL! i love you LESSIE^^

claire

i feel effed up.

TWO MORE FRIGGING DAYS AND MY VERY LAST COMMON TEST WILL BE OVER! wooooooooooooot~~~

yes. dearest is off in china and i'm all alone in singapore. fret not fret not. i have a bunch of influence with me. HAHAH! i love them though. have being mugging, no. studying or common test. seems rather slack. and shit i'm scare when the results come flying back to me. WELL WELL. whats done is DONE. heh!

will update of upcoming activities =D and i'm missing dear badly for the past days. 2 days. all the sweet lill things he did brought me to tears. RAH. dear got me bear bear to accompany thru this 33days. he had this pigeon to sent me letters of love too^^ and he says the surprise aint ending yet... thanks dear. so much so much. i got him a watch. and dear frigging love it. cause he said. its the first time he receive an analog watch^^ TREASURE IT. HEH!

saturday. went JP with dear to get all his stuff. and went his hse. slacked and went out for dinner with his parents and bro. they sent me home after that. sunday. had mac breakfast tgt. and i studied at his house while he packed his luggage. and he wanted to pack me INTO his luggage. hee. went gekpoh for lunch. chatted with his uncle. and back to his to continue studying. had a great great time with dear. and HE always crosses over my NOTES. rahhh. enjoyed the time we spent sitting down chatting. about almost everything under the sun. i love it=D anyway. on monday. dear's parent came over to fetch me at arpund 5AM. and then to airport. had breakfast. and spent our time watching sunrise at the viewing mall. that was the best thing. =D after that. head to clementi for breakfast at LJS with jacq^^ had fun really. hmm.

well. shall update again. be back=)

PS: thanks pigeon for the letter and the sweet^^


Claire

MR CHUA YU LONG, ALVIN DEAREST

two days left and you'll be far away from where i am. dear. please please take very good care of yourself k. don't fall sick and come back in one safe piece alright. i'll be here waiting for your return obediently^^ i promise to keep you pdated of where i am through maily and this special place. ok? keep me updated of you too. k? i love you. MUACKS!

oceans apart, day after day

and i slowly go insane

i hear your voice, on the line

but it doesnt stop the pain

wherever you go, whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you....

and i love this boy of mine... now then and forever=)

and i love the way you embraced me with your hug...

and darling, i love you always...

With love,
Claire

i'm effing stressed out now. PFIT paper is tml 6-7PM. and i haven finish studying. by the time i end the paper and reach home is 8PM and i'm left with exactly 12 hours before i sit for AFA paper the very next morning. can i buy time?

i just finished two practice sets. and there's three more. and i plan to redo them all again. it seems to me there goes my sleep tonight...

oh ya. the only fun thing today was jenga. uno stack like game. screamed like mad. like seriously! and jacq loves asking ppl what time issit. HAHAHAHA~ inside jokes...

time in sch can never be foul with them. but today started badly. tutor walked off being pissed. and serene was a joke. SHE literally screamed " WAH LAO I CABBED HERE LEI" when the teacher JUST walk off. door haven even closed yet. -.-"

alright. hit back to those heaps of notes. sucks.

claire

interview today at 330 then straight tuition till 6.30-7PM.

tml lesson's till five.

friday lesson till 1. tuition at 230 to 4. PFIT paper from 6-7.

next morning early at 8 is AFA paper.

where the hell do i have enough time? TELL ME?!

if time was buyable....

Common test

stress

strain

brain dead

insufficient time

that explains the stop of blogging