Saturday, April 17, 2010

i wanted to blog. but....

Wednesday, April 07, 2010

something so uncertain.

been some days ever since i came back for a post. well. to be more exact. some days ever since i was online. been caught up with life i suppose. working part time for eureka. killed off most of my time. been gg over to meet dear at night. and meeting bei most of the time. (: work with her was horrible. not cause she was but because the job was. HAHA! but the complaining part was AWESOME. ok. shucks. i am BAD. heh!

have been wanting to post pictures and stuff. but i think i had some problem uploading. will upload to facebook. check it out there(:

wanted to come here to type some stuff. well. if u get what i mean. like literally type things. nt that there is a particular topic or something i wanna rant or tok about. but i just want to type. LOL!

and yes. toking about all this. what i wanna do following on isnt so called yet decided. i feel so uncertain. everything seems so bleak la. but well. i hope to give everything a good shot. but most prolly i will end up taking ACCA and handling a job that i have passion for. well. just some things else to consider. and these definitely need me to make up my mind and decide for myself. hopefully, by the end of april i would have an answer(:

i didnt came online cause i have to. i did cause i didnt have anything else and i cant fall asleep for some apparent reason. and so i didnt pluck in my AC. and since the laptop is soon dying on me. i shall take my leave for now. hopefully tml will be back. gg granny hse i suppose and i am dying to get a job. tell me anyone if u have any(:

Claire

Saturday, March 27, 2010

i've proven Claire = workaholic

Most of you know. i've fallen sick for the past few days. Felt damm uber suay. cause yesterday i was suppose to go doctors cause of my cough but i ended up being diagnosed with fever too. after stop working. i have fallen sick consecutively for a few times. while when i am having attachment. i so wanted to get sick so that i could stay at home but i just DIDNT at all. goddammit.

hence i concluded that: i am a workaholic

Claire

Friday, March 26, 2010

the last episode...

Been a sickly worm for the past few days. fever as high as 39degrees. and those coughing and sneezing. never did felt so weakass for such a long time. thank goodness i have my boy with me. you always knew whatever that happens, you meant the world to me. even though i may not express myself, you know very well, i love you ttm(: thanks for the never ending support, the constant assurance. you're the best love(:

well... did i mention poly life ENDED?

yes. it ended when the result was out last week. it marks the last time i am getting my result from NP. it marks the last time i am gonna enter mel or npal. 3 years. not long. not very short either. its amazing so much had went through for the past three years. so much changes. so much memories created. in this three years, i learned alot, made alot of friends, grew alot. and most importantly, created a new book of memories. from strangers, to course mate, to classmate, to groupmates, to best friends to die hard partners. i met these people...

Cats and dogs
To these group of lovelies who fought through these 3 years with me. thanks for all the wonderful memories all these times. thanks for keeping me going, encouraging me, helping me and definitely, bringing me joy and laughter. even dogs who are sometimes always so annoying, they made a great deal in my life(: needless to say, the three girls who were there for me, hear me out, gave me advices and defnitely being the best companion i could ever ask for. without you guys, poly wouldnt be so fun and these 3 years wouldnt be that wonderful. i never did regretted joining guys and it was such a wise decision to do so. even though we may argue due to some disagreement, we are still ever so wonderful. no matter what happens ten years down the road, i hope we'll still keep in contact(: all in all, thanks alot and you'll guys will be love always. <3

I have went through alot of events, knew alot of people. those from NDP ambas, REDCAMPninjas, spin acc camp, ACC batch grad2010. and many many different encounters and event. it was great knowing you guys and without all this, these 3 years wouldnt be so great and happening. thanks all for being such a support, such a fab acquaintance(: and i am glad they are all on my msn list :D

needless to say, one more group of people i have to thank would be hoodies. or are we still hoodies? no matter, thanks for all these memories for years. thanks for accepting who i am and thanks for the constant support and endless entertainment. even though alot has changed cause of me or maybe not me. idont know. but whatever it is, i hope and truely wish that we will stay close and keep in touch. everyone says: secondary sch friends are those that stays with u forever. guys, lets makes this happen(: i look forward to our grad trip tgt. hopefully it will bring us a new book of memories(:

and last but not least, my boy. its amazing how we've come through. words fail to express what i want you to know. you're my constant support my pillar of strength. the love you gave, the care you've showed, its priceless. its amazing how we always ended up laughing at what we were arguing about. love, you're always so precious. every single effort you've put in were all appreciated. thanks for always making me feel assured. i simply love you(: we've gone through 10 horrid working days for you and i am sure we would pull through the next 1yr 10months when you're gonna jailed by the govt to serve the nation. i know we would stay strong cause we've gone through so much, been through this far. we'll walk on in life and move ahead to the next chapter hand in hand(: right dear?

Gracious me! i thought i just wanted to come in a post something and never did i realise i typed that load. LOL! well. good day ahead people. loves<3

Claire

Thursday, March 18, 2010

another post.

oh yes. i am a slumber worm at home again ;D

caught in the rain when coming home from tuition. darn! gg down to find bf and mom later. if u guys know. i accidentally upgraded my blardy firmware and was unable to jailbreak my iphone until now i am free. didnt wan to do it w/o bf around actually. in case i screw things up again. the previous time was so screwed. luckily i have one smart bf. who in no time resolve my problem. boo him. for calling me blur worm. >:(

ok. stop here. my download has completed. bye folks.

and i miss u dearly.

Claire

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

HAHA! now i know what blogging is for...

lol. this space was freaking dead for the past months and now its coming alive. blogging at this time? HAHA. cause boyf is working and so i am FREE. freaking free i would say. coming back to the life after O levels. ahhhh. AINT LIFE BEAUTIFUL. HAHHA.

i miss this someone...
claire

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i didnt know it was that bad:(

dearest is at work. i am going nuts being alone at home. i dont like being at home either. i miss my boy. so badly. i miss that head of mine. i miss that hug. i miss your cacoon:( DEARDEAR. i miss you. seperating u from me. makes me feel so un-breathable. i hate to know. after all. i am losing u to the army. i finally know. how it feels to miss u so badly. boy. u are my life. i miss u.

missing u badly.

Claire

Thursday, March 11, 2010

HELLO EVERYONe(:

yes. i am back. back from the HK trip(: the super duper fab trip and i really had lots of fun. the awesome four days that i'll never forget. holidays are always so fabbs:D the holiday that marks the first trip with bf. the holiday that marks the first time i went disneyland. the holiday that marks the first time on cathay pacific(: recalling back on that four days. i.am.speechless. i love the way we would wake up early morning to go for breakfast. i love the way we shop till late nights in ladies market. i love the way we had fun at disneyland and ocean park. and i love airflight meal like always. OH GOSH:( i really miss those 4 days. and when i am back. its like. DANG!!! back to reality. shiat. ok. photos below.

GODDAMMIT! uploading photo in blogger almost killed me. i could only upload 1 photo at a time. tsk. and i still gt the genting ones. gosh. anyway. updates of recent stuffs...

  1. Went for tanning at sentosa
  2. Finally redo my manicure and pedicure
  3. Went picnic with dearest at botanic garden(:
  4. Watch Alice in wonderland 3D. nt very fabbs.
  5. Went to the Zoo.
  6. Went to Casino and Universal studio. cant wait for it to open:D
  7. Ate at wavehouse with bf and family.
  8. Ikea queensway anchorpoint vivocity:D
  9. Gotta start preparing for interview.
Well. Enjoy the pictures below. its over a thousand we took. so i cant possibly upload all. so enjoy this few(:


Mickey train(:

i ate breakfast with mickey:D


OMG! i ate like. i dunno how many. of this ice cream. i simple LOVE it:D

AWWWWWWWWW! my pooh bear:D was the greatest picture taken


we bought a couple watch and we look super dumb. HAHA! but still i love it.





stayed in hollywood hotel disneyland. the room is OMG SHUANG(:




i went charlie brown cafe. totally awesome:D








Claire

Monday, March 01, 2010

HELLO(:

HIHIHI!!! haha. i'm at the airport blogging with free internet access(: WONDERFUL. HAHA. k la. am boarding soon. bye singapore. Hello hongkong^^

loves dearest ttm.

Happy 14 Monthsary. uh la. i mention like umpteen times. hi

Sunday, February 28, 2010

HELLO:))))))))))))))))))

oh wells. i WAS so determine to post a PROPER post. on like pulau ubin trip and changi village trip. but dammit blogger's a biatch recently. i cant seems to upload all my photos. so i dont wan to pursue further and blog:D HAHAH. ok. and i finally gotten like the genting trip photos. which was taken ages ago. ok. i'll post them once i'm back. (Oh fuck! i can feel the immense pressure. of uploading the hell shit loads of photo. HAHAH)

rights. everyone. i am off to HK tml(: with dearest on our 14monthsary. Loves him TTM(: will be back soon. take care folks. Loves<3

Claire

Monday, February 22, 2010

CNY(:

met up with e7's. close ones rather:D had a great time. and it was SO LONG ever since i head out of house at like 11PM? HAHA. reach home at like 4AM and woke up pretty early next morning. COOL! life is like super duper great(:

my boy (:>
She's always so ADORABLE(:

AH. ignore the whiteboard=( haha. anyway. thanks keegan for the drive home^^

LONG PALS MAN! 7 years and going on(: love u girls like ALWAYS:D

Claire

Thursday, February 18, 2010

AHHH CHOOOO~~~

boo! yes. ME IS SICK:( ill buggies came for a visit again. hate it. my nose is dropping. and my head seems to be spinning every this minute. GROSS:(

will be back to post soon.


Claire

Monday, February 15, 2010

Happy CNY & Valentines(:

something special this year. didnt went back to batam with mummy and sissy. spent it with boyf and family. ah. i know what u guys gonna say.. ALVIN AGAIN.haha. ya la ya la. i love him to the max ok. HAHA!

Reunion dinner
haha. instead of staying at home to prepare. i went out to find my boy his shoe. HAHA. of course he loves it. HAHA. HE HAVE TO:D boy came over after his dinner to my hse to bai zhao nian. cause momo leaving for batam on chu yi. went off after being so overly excited abt his new shoe -.-"

Day 1
Boy came over to fetch me at 7 plus AM over to his house. had breakie and off to BAI NIAN(: and boy love the dress i wore on this day alot. he mention abt it like at least million of times. LOL! haha. i know i am prettaye la(: LOL! went around to bai nian with boy and family first before he came over to my side. back at his hse in the evening for dinner. oh. and i visited the arcade on chuyi(: cool~~ oh. and valentine. pretty special for us(: BUT ALVIN CHUA. i rmb something about HIGH MAINTENANCE UH!!! tsk tsk.. LOL

Day2
woke up around 8 when boy's mum came in to wake us up. washed up and breakie. as usual. girls took longer(: and i rmb this funny scene. we were in cindy room. and the girls (to be exact me cindy and mummy) was so busy dolling up when my boy was happily holding on to a box of cookies and munching away on cindy's bed. haas. always so adorable^^ ahh. and whole was bai nian. and u ask me about ang bao money. HAHA. its ok. the amount on reunion day could beat the rest. and its nearing 1K alrdy. wah lao. seriously. taking ang bao is better then earning money. LOL! and i am back at home tonight. i miss boy.

thats all.

Claire

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy Lunar New Year(:

days ago was tough. real tough for me and boy. hard times. but well. we hang it on together, hand in hand. slept over at boyf place for the past few days. hadnt any time to come online.

cant wait for time to fly previously. and TADAH! business is more or less settled. and i cant wait for CVH(: shall update ASAP(:

alrights. waiting for tml. NEW YEAR CLOTHES(:

Claire.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Today is a great GREAT day(:

thats because....

1) i saw boyf earlier in the morning with heartwarming breakfast:D ilovemymilo...
2) MISS JACQ WEI IS BACK FOR GODSAKE!!! i missed her hella! i know she misses me too.
3) EY is suddenly so nice to me. i have connection to be online(: GREAT^^
4) i hope and pray this luck is gonna hang there. since ytd was really bad:(

Claire
WELCOME BACK QUEEN (:

dont need to miss you anymore.

kaes la. still love you^^

Monday, February 08, 2010

impluse? no. certainly not.

yes. why am still freaking awake at this period of time? can't slp cause bf is awake chiong his goddamm project. irksome ppl. yea. poor boy:( anyhow. i am kinda quite affected by somethings i happen to chance upon while surfing the net. not nice wandering around online when you have nothing to do. TSK!

human. cruel animal. live for themselve. selfish ones. Well. i learnt alot about these recently. from things i saw. from things i do. ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie. Oh well. how true can this sentence be? ppl slog all their live. for what? for a better living. for material comfort. i said something. If ppl have to work in order to live? then living = working? i rather not live. No one is perfect. After so much. i learnt to accept one being imperfect. i expect too much sometimes. well. it doesnt mean i am All right now. doesnt mean i always do make a right choice.

its not okay to keep complaining and just get stuck there in life. we all got to move on. to get a better reason in living. Boyf is right. We have to work hard now. so as to gain a better future. well. tell me someone. which way should i choose? the one that i worked for all my life. or the one i think its a better path for me now? the delimma have been haunting me. one week before i end three years worth of poly life. one week left for me to make a good choice decision. move on? or hang there and sacrifies? every hope now seems so bleak. however. i know i've got to move on.

to chose something good for myself. or something to sacrifies upon?

all i know now is:
i will be an ass tml morning in waking up when boyf calls=(

alright. goodnight. i better turn in early. To all exam taking peeps. stay cool and hang in there. dont stress(: it'll all be over soon. lucks.

i dont know if that someone still reads this space. if you do... oh wells. i dont know what i want to say. there's alot. yet.... HA! not important(:

PRECIOUS(: jia yous bahhs. i miss u hella:(

Claire

Sunday, February 07, 2010

my precious is working superb hard for his presentation tml. (some irresponsible jerks. Hatess)

but anyway.

JIA YOU MY BOY!!!!

I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS!!!

:D

One week left :D

Finally pulled through 23 weeks of ATP. one word. TIRING. inclusive of Dragonsea and stuff. almost went bonkers. alright. i did went nuts about everything.

nothing much to update about. except that i will be VERY busy the upcoming week. i cant wait for CNY(:

bought zillion of new stuff. thanks bf for the companion(: always love the way you did everything just for me^^ and and. u chose everything. thanks(:

Loves,
Claire

Thursday, January 28, 2010

time for another post..

been rather caught up with business lately. very stressful yet there's alot i learn. Maybe i didnt see money as important as before. maybe because i was well fed i was well taken care of by my mum. i never had to fret being penny-less. i worked very hard previously to earn a living. I always thought education, status level is of upmost importance. well. everyone change? i agree. boyf influenced me alot. maybe. afterall. this is my path. my fate. i always hated business. entrepreneus. oh wells. i ended up in accountancy. i ended up doing my own business. weird. life you can say. its nothing less easier to set up ones business. more to say make it an earning one. learn alot. but. still alot more to learn.

special thanks to boyf. being there. sharing every woes. consoling understanding tolerating. it hadnt been easy for both of us. but to work for a better future. to get moving on in life. to be independent. thanks for always being so understanding. so tolerating. i always thought it was luck in having you. not like before. i took most things for granted. always that wilful that ME me. well. i dont regret what i have chose. humans. live for themselves. even between lovely couples. even between families. i understand alot. i met alot of ppl. even though many years of my age. But definitely it was great. i learnt alot thru them. i grew. i ended my Fairytale dreams. i walked into reality. no one detest fantasy. no one disbelief in dreams. but if you want to achieve them, you got to walk through reality.

rights. putting all this life learning aside. on a happier note, internship is coming to an end. i was glad about how i did. people around me are really nicee. hopefully. everything will come to a perfect ending. even though as much as i hate doing this internship. i would say. i learn alot. learnt about life. about the society. about who's true to me and definitely about friendship. complaining. comparing. maybe it wasnt a really good choice to do both. But well. i guess. people can be ur good fren ur Best fren even. but its hard to come by one who will give up for you. its silly of me to think so. well. like i say. i got out of my lala land.

hopefully, this rebirth of claire. will bring me a better future. a better start and definitely a better life. OH god. why am i degrossed into this again. OKOK! once after this internship ends. i will be enjoying 15 full days worth of CNY:D but well. i haven got any new years clothes yet. HAHA! who cares. my wardrope is getting out of hands. and i cannot manage to put in more anyway(: time for some giveaways. going for a stay at CVH during CNY with boyf. a relaxation day and belated valentine celebration. coming up would be HK getaway with BF. hopefully. everything will be niceee. and i'm waiting for tarties and cliques' grad trip. OH YEA. not forgetting prom. looking forward. but. time to earn enough bucks for spending(:

then again. will be back soon hopefully.

take care folks.

Claire