i cant remember when was the last time i wrote something. all of a sudden i felt it was good to keep hold of this space. i kept reading others but i wrote nothing here. i thought it was great to come back here and post something now and then.
As usual, life has been hectic. Many words unspelled and many thoughts unsaid. I've some target which i haven yet achieve and i want to... Prolly for the sake of our future, i should start to be a little more serious and work a little more harder. I thought i wasnt good enough... and to be exact i always thought i never will be...
i've got to stop being so extravagance... i've got to have a good plan for the future. and we've got to work alot more harder.
I always thought i wanted a very good life...
and i fight for it...
NOW :D
Friday, January 07, 2011
I felt like a zom when i got the news... though more or less i expected the negative outcome but still at the point of truth, i couldnt hold back..
Thanks love for every single moment you created in my life.. You've been really tamed and sweet. Thanks for being there when i was happy i was sad. Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being you. I will always remember you and you stay deep down there in my heart. I hope you were happy all this while. I blame myself for not cherishing those extra times i had with you.. I will never forget all the days where you will be at the door when i am back.. i will never forget those times when u lie quietly beside me when i sob in my bed.. I will never forget you...
I promise to make the best out of this few months and let you be at the happiest.. I love you... and you'll always be remembered.
Thanks love for every single moment you created in my life.. You've been really tamed and sweet. Thanks for being there when i was happy i was sad. Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being you. I will always remember you and you stay deep down there in my heart. I hope you were happy all this while. I blame myself for not cherishing those extra times i had with you.. I will never forget all the days where you will be at the door when i am back.. i will never forget those times when u lie quietly beside me when i sob in my bed.. I will never forget you...
I promise to make the best out of this few months and let you be at the happiest.. I love you... and you'll always be remembered.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
uphill... way to go..
I think i have neglected this space for quite sometime. its been like emails>blogging. but still there is time when i have a spur of a moment, and i will be back here giving an update. did manage to upload my photos up and there's still like a million thousands hundreds things to do.
currently online to finish up SOA and so i can finally snug under those blankets in peaceee. been having sleepless nights... alot of stuff are up in that puny brain. its been really crazyy. But i hope all this hardwork are not going down the drain. i really really anticipate something... kind of expecting to stay a lill longer here. prolly this, used to be nt an interest of mine, is starting to gimme more sense of achievement. throughout the 3 years of practice in NP, i felt i was totally not cut out for it. but lill did i know, i felt much MUCH better when i am out here, striving for a living. and i actually gain sense of accomplishment every single closing. nt that the debtors went down or did i actually met the way faraway target. but its the amount of genuine effort i actually did put in. i was stunned at the passion i had every single month. i was grumpy, i whine, i complained. Yet at the time i receive the results email every month, i felt... AWESOME!
and so this is gonna be the most crazy closing for the year. i hope i will survive thru AND i will actually reap some sow(:
alrights. time to head back to work and i have MANY MANY updates to give. esp this is my fav season and 2nd yr anni(:
i cant believe i am working thru this season. i used to be all happy and prepared for it. and this year, its wayyyyyyy much diff. man...
I think i have neglected this space for quite sometime. its been like emails>blogging. but still there is time when i have a spur of a moment, and i will be back here giving an update. did manage to upload my photos up and there's still like a million thousands hundreds things to do.
currently online to finish up SOA and so i can finally snug under those blankets in peaceee. been having sleepless nights... alot of stuff are up in that puny brain. its been really crazyy. But i hope all this hardwork are not going down the drain. i really really anticipate something... kind of expecting to stay a lill longer here. prolly this, used to be nt an interest of mine, is starting to gimme more sense of achievement. throughout the 3 years of practice in NP, i felt i was totally not cut out for it. but lill did i know, i felt much MUCH better when i am out here, striving for a living. and i actually gain sense of accomplishment every single closing. nt that the debtors went down or did i actually met the way faraway target. but its the amount of genuine effort i actually did put in. i was stunned at the passion i had every single month. i was grumpy, i whine, i complained. Yet at the time i receive the results email every month, i felt... AWESOME!
and so this is gonna be the most crazy closing for the year. i hope i will survive thru AND i will actually reap some sow(:
alrights. time to head back to work and i have MANY MANY updates to give. esp this is my fav season and 2nd yr anni(:
i cant believe i am working thru this season. i used to be all happy and prepared for it. and this year, its wayyyyyyy much diff. man...
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
i am fully filled with emotions.
Its work-time and i cant help but sneak into blogger to write down somethings.. there's a sudden rush of emotions which i dont know why. prolly everything is too much for me to handle. no? i cant seem to find the strong within for me to prolong my energy each and every single day. i need a long- well derserved break:( and am hopeful no one in this cold office reads this space.
the move was neither awesome nor horrible. it was plain. however, it doesnt feel as homely as it was back in somerset. and thing seems to get abit more political here. i got a lill paranoid on how should i react to all those stuff but well, at the end of the day. i will get back to where i was. and hopefully, better off.
life's been a lill more hectic than usual. with work with bf with family. i dont know. its a lill hard to balance everything at times. i miss those days i could just snug under my warm blanket till i wake up naturaly. i can go out and shop, do manicures and just wander around. i can tan under the big hot sun, sipping onto a glass of my fav cocktail. eating breakfast. aww. those leisure life, where has it gone to?
Its work-time and i cant help but sneak into blogger to write down somethings.. there's a sudden rush of emotions which i dont know why. prolly everything is too much for me to handle. no? i cant seem to find the strong within for me to prolong my energy each and every single day. i need a long- well derserved break:( and am hopeful no one in this cold office reads this space.
the move was neither awesome nor horrible. it was plain. however, it doesnt feel as homely as it was back in somerset. and thing seems to get abit more political here. i got a lill paranoid on how should i react to all those stuff but well, at the end of the day. i will get back to where i was. and hopefully, better off.
life's been a lill more hectic than usual. with work with bf with family. i dont know. its a lill hard to balance everything at times. i miss those days i could just snug under my warm blanket till i wake up naturaly. i can go out and shop, do manicures and just wander around. i can tan under the big hot sun, sipping onto a glass of my fav cocktail. eating breakfast. aww. those leisure life, where has it gone to?
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Just the thought of writing again. it always happens when i stay up till late night and when all the nonsensical emotion dawns on me. I had a great, fun day. today. with the grace from my manager, i get to skip work-from-home and had a total awesome meet up with jacq. We went USS. my second try. the fun wasnt the main thing. the happiness was. nothing beats a bright sunny day out with ur best girlfriend.
i hate not having enough time. i had being always so not busy. i hate having so much commitment. i hate life. w/o joy. i need a break. i need a vacation.
there is more than a 1000 place worth to visit before i bid a goodbye to this world. i need time. i need that finance, to be able to fulfill this dream. time is short, chances are few. and the only question is:
When will i be able to fulfil this dream?
i feel a squeeze. right in my heart. i have a lot of question, which i am unable to answer..
i need a break. definitely.
and i look forward to seeing bf. i miss him. dearly. i wan time to fly. for him to get out of the freaking NS and to move on and create a future. i need him:(
i hate not having enough time. i had being always so not busy. i hate having so much commitment. i hate life. w/o joy. i need a break. i need a vacation.
there is more than a 1000 place worth to visit before i bid a goodbye to this world. i need time. i need that finance, to be able to fulfill this dream. time is short, chances are few. and the only question is:
When will i be able to fulfil this dream?
i feel a squeeze. right in my heart. i have a lot of question, which i am unable to answer..
i need a break. definitely.
and i look forward to seeing bf. i miss him. dearly. i wan time to fly. for him to get out of the freaking NS and to move on and create a future. i need him:(
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
A random musing..
Its a bad month for me. working till wee hours, endless to-do list which seems to add on at a ridiculous speed. I'm starting to turn the clock anti-clockwise and zoom back to the past. it was eons ago since i feel soo busy that i'm starting to get a bit breathless. the workload and responsibility and commitment that i all have it coming down hard on me this month. i simply just want to cross my fingers and hope that i will survive till december. The christmas(:
It a sunny saturday. I wish i was sipping on a glass of cocktail and am basking under the big hot sun. Maybe adjoint with a book of my fav. wouldnt that be a nice deal? But oh no no, i am back in the office, piled up woth workloads and struggling to complete as much as possible so that i wouldnt simply break down next week(:
oh well, i once did it and i definitely can do it again. right?
I have a long long long want-to-do list. please help me make-it-happen fairy godmother!
Its a bad month for me. working till wee hours, endless to-do list which seems to add on at a ridiculous speed. I'm starting to turn the clock anti-clockwise and zoom back to the past. it was eons ago since i feel soo busy that i'm starting to get a bit breathless. the workload and responsibility and commitment that i all have it coming down hard on me this month. i simply just want to cross my fingers and hope that i will survive till december. The christmas(:
It a sunny saturday. I wish i was sipping on a glass of cocktail and am basking under the big hot sun. Maybe adjoint with a book of my fav. wouldnt that be a nice deal? But oh no no, i am back in the office, piled up woth workloads and struggling to complete as much as possible so that i wouldnt simply break down next week(:
oh well, i once did it and i definitely can do it again. right?
I have a long long long want-to-do list. please help me make-it-happen fairy godmother!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Another long winded post.
I am still in office. thats the only time i can be diligent enough to come back here for a post. If i am back at home, my mind wanderss too far to come back here(:
OH wells. All i have to update is bf bday and mine(:
BF's birthday was awesome. short 2 days but nonetheless, endless fun(: Checked into festive hotel late and i urged him out for a walk right after we settled down. Without knowing the secret mission going on behind his back, he kept grumbling he was hungry and insisted he wants to catch a bite. so we did at toast box. Oh yes, before that, i gave him his surprise 1 week before. A Canon 500D DLSR(: he was soooo excited with it. went taking some photos before i got the lights that the rest were ready(: Got him back to the room giving the excuse i had mense. my godd... and the expression he had on his face when he opened the room door seeing all his friends were PRICELESS :D he was so shock that he stepped back and closed the door again. HAHAHAH! chit chat catch up and finally his parents came. had dinner with his parents at chinos(thanks to fang and clarence). sumptous one and awesome too(: his sister stayed with us for the night. went shopping at candylicious(: ALL THE SWEETS ARE TOTALLY MY KIND OF LIKES(: his sister n her bf went swimming the next morning while we walked around resorts world. ended the day with a meal at bird hilltop(: than bf had to book in again:( SAD LIFE.
all in all. i would like to thanks those who came, who helped! Especially my 2 daughters and sister. Thanks alot alot. i know how much effort you guys put in. Thanks for everything single thing. You girls rock my life and definitely, it wouldnt be as much as fun w/o u all! Love all ttm(:
and on the 1st October. was BF POP(: TOTALLY EGGCITED!!!! there goes 2 months! FAST. mummy daddy chua came to fetch me at my workplace before heading to cine for dinner. headed down to camp but we got lost:( SAD! but nvm. we got there in time to smell all the stinky sweats(: Congrats darling(: u made it to this day. and finished the 24KM which wasnt any kick to the 72KM that is awaiting you! JIA YOU!!!
than was my birthday(: BF gave me a surprise on a BBQ which claimed to be a casual BBQ gathering. He said it was a casual BBQ with his family. We even went to buy the stuff tgt one night before! at first it was normal. with his family.. UNTIL! groups after groups of my close friends came. I WAS TOTALLY SHOCK-ED! i never did expected them! TOTALLY. no contact with me somemore before that! hahahha! but still thanks alot to those who came. Thanks for all the presents for all the effort and for all the love(: It was one of the best birthday i ever had. HONEST! it was the first surprise birthday i had THAT REALLY DID SHOCKED ME! THANKS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! love u all TTM! I promise to post all the photos soon ok!!
1) Thanks DTS and Sister for the agnes B bag(: Love it! you girls really made alot of effort. no words can describe the gratitude i have for you all.
2) Thanks Fanny nette and jo! for the perfume(: I loved the meetups. the long chit chat n catch up. u girls are as awesome as ever!!!
3) Thanks cats n dogs for the bracelet! You guys made a significant part of my life and it forever will(: Love<3
4) Thanks pearl hui OHT n derek for the earrings(: I love the meet up for dinner and thanks for the dinner(: You guys never fails to make me laugh and also the card(:(:
5) Thanks Kel and PY for the self-drawn pooh bear SMASHED CAKE! thanks for making the effort to draw it and get all the party material.
6) Thanks cindy n gary for the swensen pooh bear ice cream cake! and finishing the foooood(: HAHAH
7) Thanks daddy mummy chua for letting me making a scene over ur place.
8) Thanks fatsy sis for the 150 bucks gift(: you know i cared(:
9) Thanks Bro for the "small" elmo that will die cause i hugged it! and for surprising me at my company door on my birthday itself! u know i cared abt it!
10) Thanks THE CHUAS for all the ang baos!
11) Thanks mummy daddy Tan for the ang baos! and mummy for my mee sua(:
12) and thanks all those that smsed me and wished me on FB!
13) and lastly, thanks special boy for everything you have done. be it the surprise, the gift, the long awaited long birthday letter and the romantic dinner. i thank you. You made a difference in my life. You hold me at the top of your life. Thanks for cherishing me, caring for me and most importantly loving me. Thanks for making your precious baby soooooooo happy on her birthday. Its the best birthday i ever had and you'll the best bf i'll ever have! Thanks dear and i want you to know. i love you, forever and always.
I am still in office. thats the only time i can be diligent enough to come back here for a post. If i am back at home, my mind wanderss too far to come back here(:
OH wells. All i have to update is bf bday and mine(:
BF's birthday was awesome. short 2 days but nonetheless, endless fun(: Checked into festive hotel late and i urged him out for a walk right after we settled down. Without knowing the secret mission going on behind his back, he kept grumbling he was hungry and insisted he wants to catch a bite. so we did at toast box. Oh yes, before that, i gave him his surprise 1 week before. A Canon 500D DLSR(: he was soooo excited with it. went taking some photos before i got the lights that the rest were ready(: Got him back to the room giving the excuse i had mense. my godd... and the expression he had on his face when he opened the room door seeing all his friends were PRICELESS :D he was so shock that he stepped back and closed the door again. HAHAHAH! chit chat catch up and finally his parents came. had dinner with his parents at chinos(thanks to fang and clarence). sumptous one and awesome too(: his sister stayed with us for the night. went shopping at candylicious(: ALL THE SWEETS ARE TOTALLY MY KIND OF LIKES(: his sister n her bf went swimming the next morning while we walked around resorts world. ended the day with a meal at bird hilltop(: than bf had to book in again:( SAD LIFE.
all in all. i would like to thanks those who came, who helped! Especially my 2 daughters and sister. Thanks alot alot. i know how much effort you guys put in. Thanks for everything single thing. You girls rock my life and definitely, it wouldnt be as much as fun w/o u all! Love all ttm(:
and on the 1st October. was BF POP(: TOTALLY EGGCITED!!!! there goes 2 months! FAST. mummy daddy chua came to fetch me at my workplace before heading to cine for dinner. headed down to camp but we got lost:( SAD! but nvm. we got there in time to smell all the stinky sweats(: Congrats darling(: u made it to this day. and finished the 24KM which wasnt any kick to the 72KM that is awaiting you! JIA YOU!!!
than was my birthday(: BF gave me a surprise on a BBQ which claimed to be a casual BBQ gathering. He said it was a casual BBQ with his family. We even went to buy the stuff tgt one night before! at first it was normal. with his family.. UNTIL! groups after groups of my close friends came. I WAS TOTALLY SHOCK-ED! i never did expected them! TOTALLY. no contact with me somemore before that! hahahha! but still thanks alot to those who came. Thanks for all the presents for all the effort and for all the love(: It was one of the best birthday i ever had. HONEST! it was the first surprise birthday i had THAT REALLY DID SHOCKED ME! THANKS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! love u all TTM! I promise to post all the photos soon ok!!
1) Thanks DTS and Sister for the agnes B bag(: Love it! you girls really made alot of effort. no words can describe the gratitude i have for you all.
2) Thanks Fanny nette and jo! for the perfume(: I loved the meetups. the long chit chat n catch up. u girls are as awesome as ever!!!
3) Thanks cats n dogs for the bracelet! You guys made a significant part of my life and it forever will(: Love<3
4) Thanks pearl hui OHT n derek for the earrings(: I love the meet up for dinner and thanks for the dinner(: You guys never fails to make me laugh and also the card(:(:
5) Thanks Kel and PY for the self-drawn pooh bear SMASHED CAKE! thanks for making the effort to draw it and get all the party material.
6) Thanks cindy n gary for the swensen pooh bear ice cream cake! and finishing the foooood(: HAHAH
7) Thanks daddy mummy chua for letting me making a scene over ur place.
8) Thanks fatsy sis for the 150 bucks gift(: you know i cared(:
9) Thanks Bro for the "small" elmo that will die cause i hugged it! and for surprising me at my company door on my birthday itself! u know i cared abt it!
10) Thanks THE CHUAS for all the ang baos!
11) Thanks mummy daddy Tan for the ang baos! and mummy for my mee sua(:
12) and thanks all those that smsed me and wished me on FB!
13) and lastly, thanks special boy for everything you have done. be it the surprise, the gift, the long awaited long birthday letter and the romantic dinner. i thank you. You made a difference in my life. You hold me at the top of your life. Thanks for cherishing me, caring for me and most importantly loving me. Thanks for making your precious baby soooooooo happy on her birthday. Its the best birthday i ever had and you'll the best bf i'll ever have! Thanks dear and i want you to know. i love you, forever and always.
Monday, September 27, 2010
ok lah! i decided to post without pictures. This blogger is a whore. Dammit for spending an hr trying to upload pictures and i done NON:( keep having bad request. BOOHOO! however.. i decided to do a post w/o any(:
2 major events that happened - Lessie 20th bday(: & BF's 22nd bday(:
Lessie - Happy Big 2(:
bought her a pink braun buffel wallet as a pressie.Half (: and met her way before her bday with a day plan in mind. First stop was shangri-la Hotel, The line restaurant(: Had a sumptous lunch buffet at The Line. Never did it fail me(: Always that nice. thought i wouldnt say that the food is totally FABULOUS. but the ambience was 5 stars(: U know me. ambience is everything. I pay any price for ambience. HAHA! no good mood, 5 star food will plunge to 1 star(: and we cabbed to sentosa(: wanted to go underwater world BUT it was filed with tourist + banglahs + SK singaporeans like us:( so we decided to head someway esle. and we ended up doing FISH SPA. Virgin trys for both of us. TOTALLY HILARIOUS!!! the fish TICKLES TTM:( i hate it when they squeeze between my toes:( and we had foot massage. HAHA! so there was this thingy about pressing a certain spot and if it hurts means that we are weak in certain health area. We with ended the session with a conclusion that I will be paralyse SOON and lessie will have a heart attack soon. LOL! after that we took millions of shots at USS big globe. and head to hardrock cafe for a drink. I had a sex on the beach and lessie had something blue. i forgot the name. ok. rmb-ed mine cause it was so CATCHY you see(: HAHAHAH! anyways. waiting for the night USS and we shopped around. went into the night USS, take photos. zi-high abit and ended the beautiful day with a glamourous fireworks. well. nth compared to disney though=/
Part 2. Met tians on the midnight that strikes to lessie birthday to give her a surprise. oh wells. did it succeed? I suppose it did(: had a great long chat before me and tian cab home(: Happy big 2 lessie. Love u ttm(: though i might be too busy and caught up with life. i am always here. to lend u a listening ear. to love you. to be here with you. i will support any decision. make some advice and see u succeed(: Love you.
BF's 22nd(:
Got him a DSLR(: Canon 500D(: he loves it(: surprised him at festive hotel with DTs, sister, wugui, warren, zhiyong & joanne. It was awesome to see the shocking face of his(: Its late now so i shall blog on this with details another time(:
USS again on sat. LOL! stay tune for my new blog link(: i am shifting. till - his freee(:
rights. night world. training for bush fire is tml:(
2 major events that happened - Lessie 20th bday(: & BF's 22nd bday(:
Lessie - Happy Big 2(:
bought her a pink braun buffel wallet as a pressie.Half (: and met her way before her bday with a day plan in mind. First stop was shangri-la Hotel, The line restaurant(: Had a sumptous lunch buffet at The Line. Never did it fail me(: Always that nice. thought i wouldnt say that the food is totally FABULOUS. but the ambience was 5 stars(: U know me. ambience is everything. I pay any price for ambience. HAHA! no good mood, 5 star food will plunge to 1 star(: and we cabbed to sentosa(: wanted to go underwater world BUT it was filed with tourist + banglahs + SK singaporeans like us:( so we decided to head someway esle. and we ended up doing FISH SPA. Virgin trys for both of us. TOTALLY HILARIOUS!!! the fish TICKLES TTM:( i hate it when they squeeze between my toes:( and we had foot massage. HAHA! so there was this thingy about pressing a certain spot and if it hurts means that we are weak in certain health area. We with ended the session with a conclusion that I will be paralyse SOON and lessie will have a heart attack soon. LOL! after that we took millions of shots at USS big globe. and head to hardrock cafe for a drink. I had a sex on the beach and lessie had something blue. i forgot the name. ok. rmb-ed mine cause it was so CATCHY you see(: HAHAHAH! anyways. waiting for the night USS and we shopped around. went into the night USS, take photos. zi-high abit and ended the beautiful day with a glamourous fireworks. well. nth compared to disney though=/
Part 2. Met tians on the midnight that strikes to lessie birthday to give her a surprise. oh wells. did it succeed? I suppose it did(: had a great long chat before me and tian cab home(: Happy big 2 lessie. Love u ttm(: though i might be too busy and caught up with life. i am always here. to lend u a listening ear. to love you. to be here with you. i will support any decision. make some advice and see u succeed(: Love you.
BF's 22nd(:
Got him a DSLR(: Canon 500D(: he loves it(: surprised him at festive hotel with DTs, sister, wugui, warren, zhiyong & joanne. It was awesome to see the shocking face of his(: Its late now so i shall blog on this with details another time(:
USS again on sat. LOL! stay tune for my new blog link(: i am shifting. till - his freee(:
rights. night world. training for bush fire is tml:(
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Wednesday, September 08, 2010
IMH ( i miss him)
Its 3 days ever since i last spoke to him. I miss him alot alot..
I sliently pray he will stay fine and safe.
Work. its good. love the way i bury myself into the pile of endless accounts. it makes time a lill easier to pass. it makes me feel better. still when the sun sets beyond the horizon, when the night dawns upon the bustling city, i feel the sudden loneliness again.
i seriously miss him alot... dearest, u mean the world to meee.
i love you.
Its 3 days ever since i last spoke to him. I miss him alot alot..
I sliently pray he will stay fine and safe.
Work. its good. love the way i bury myself into the pile of endless accounts. it makes time a lill easier to pass. it makes me feel better. still when the sun sets beyond the horizon, when the night dawns upon the bustling city, i feel the sudden loneliness again.
i seriously miss him alot... dearest, u mean the world to meee.
i love you.
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
rights!
i hv an exciting weekend to post about(: Friday was awesome:D because firstly, boyf get to book out in advance. and initially it was 7PM. but 530PM i received his call and he said he was on his way out alrdy!!! tadah! surprise(:(: and i went on shopping spreeeeeee on friday. bought lots of stuff. new clothes new heels(: and a cute froggie card and plushie for him(: secondly, I met up with the cats and dogs(: AND it was my first night out to ZOUK(: attended the NBS party. wasnt up to what i had expected but the crowd there made it better(: had a nice chit chat time with bel joyce and jacq. totally miss them to the max. and to think no more crazy sch days and proj days with them makes me feel a lill emotionally:( awww. BUT STILL. like we said. Kbox will be our best gathering(:
had brunch at feixiong on saturday(: watched haunted changi after that. oh wells. nt that nicee but was scary enough for me. and to me, i felt it was more like a documentary than a movie. i get to know various more places in OCH. HAHA! movie ended and we decided to drive over to demsy for a walk. shopped at jones the grocer(: bought a glass bottle, manuka honey and a chocolate drink powder ;D AWESOME^^ and since boyf wanted to get something for his koi fishes, we went down to clementi(: and i spent on some durian puffs and pastries while he bought a new water pump. Went home and slacked before we do some work for his Koi pond. ok. he did not me. i was inside enjoying my durian puff with his mum. HAHA! had dinner and is was damm good! i missed my brocoli soo much:( and we head to jurong point latter in the night to get some DVDs. I again bought another 2 pairs of heels. and some personal stuff ;)
Sunday the sunny. Woke up pretty early. went over to my area and packed breakfast before heading to my house for breakfast with my momo. went back to his house to slack and watch a second DVD before falling asleep for ard an hr. Wanted to had a lundi (lunch + dinner) at Hilltop teppanyaki but ended up in Dempsy AGAIN. had jumbo(: it was totally a feast!!! sharkfins soup + cod fish + phoenix chicken + Bamboo shoots + Hor fun + Boiled live prawns! AND ITS JUST THE TWO OF US! We savour everything up like 2 barbarians glutton =P oh wells. he insisted i WAS the ONLY glutton. whatever O.o Head home after that and started to pack up and get prepared for my most hated part of the week:( The book-in. Oh wells. lets nt dwell about(:
thats the weekend(: it sums up to:
1) a shopping of: 1 dress, 3 tops, 4 heels, 5 undies, 5 DVD, some cute stickers and some grocery(:
2) I had my virgin trip to zouk
3) I AM FALLING MEGA IN LOVE WITH DEMPSY(:
4) i had a great great GREAT weekend with dearest(:
And yesterday, MONDAY. was monday bluess. i couldnt concentrate at all cause, one, boyf is in field camp and i am kinda worried and two, ITS MONDAY! who's not anyway? the long snakey hours of work. its like killing my SILENTLY:( but when work was about to end.. GUESS WHO'S CALL I RECEIVE? jeanette tan bei bei. had a impromptu shopping trip at bugis(: and OH-MA-GAWD! guess how long have i nt went there? 2yrs(: approximately lar... EVERYTHING IS LIKE GOD DAMM CHEAPPPPPPPPP CAN! i spent like less than 60 bucks getting : 2 bags, a dress and a belt. if for the usual places i go, cfm more than that BY ALOT:( oh my god. i look like a damm sua ku:( but i was happy anyway(: OH YES! i bought a pair of citigem earrings for mummy(: hope she likes it.
and that concludes my dayssssss before(;
PS: i misses my boy alot. like damm alot. i have nvr ever tried nt contacting him for 7 days straight. like this is th first ever time:( no phone calls and nt even a sms. oh wells. but i promised to be a good girl and stay strong(: i really really hope he is safe in there. i am god damm worried! hope he will survive thru this 7 days course and successfully POP as a commando recruit(: oh well. got one more 24KM road march to goooo. Jia you dear!!! Baby will always be there for you. Distant will not keep us apart(: Our hearts are as close as ever:D I will miss u loads and makes sure u receive 13 SMSes when u switch one ur phone(: I love you dear. Amore...
i hv an exciting weekend to post about(: Friday was awesome:D because firstly, boyf get to book out in advance. and initially it was 7PM. but 530PM i received his call and he said he was on his way out alrdy!!! tadah! surprise(:(: and i went on shopping spreeeeeee on friday. bought lots of stuff. new clothes new heels(: and a cute froggie card and plushie for him(: secondly, I met up with the cats and dogs(: AND it was my first night out to ZOUK(: attended the NBS party. wasnt up to what i had expected but the crowd there made it better(: had a nice chit chat time with bel joyce and jacq. totally miss them to the max. and to think no more crazy sch days and proj days with them makes me feel a lill emotionally:( awww. BUT STILL. like we said. Kbox will be our best gathering(:
had brunch at feixiong on saturday(: watched haunted changi after that. oh wells. nt that nicee but was scary enough for me. and to me, i felt it was more like a documentary than a movie. i get to know various more places in OCH. HAHA! movie ended and we decided to drive over to demsy for a walk. shopped at jones the grocer(: bought a glass bottle, manuka honey and a chocolate drink powder ;D AWESOME^^ and since boyf wanted to get something for his koi fishes, we went down to clementi(: and i spent on some durian puffs and pastries while he bought a new water pump. Went home and slacked before we do some work for his Koi pond. ok. he did not me. i was inside enjoying my durian puff with his mum. HAHA! had dinner and is was damm good! i missed my brocoli soo much:( and we head to jurong point latter in the night to get some DVDs. I again bought another 2 pairs of heels. and some personal stuff ;)
Sunday the sunny. Woke up pretty early. went over to my area and packed breakfast before heading to my house for breakfast with my momo. went back to his house to slack and watch a second DVD before falling asleep for ard an hr. Wanted to had a lundi (lunch + dinner) at Hilltop teppanyaki but ended up in Dempsy AGAIN. had jumbo(: it was totally a feast!!! sharkfins soup + cod fish + phoenix chicken + Bamboo shoots + Hor fun + Boiled live prawns! AND ITS JUST THE TWO OF US! We savour everything up like 2 barbarians glutton =P oh wells. he insisted i WAS the ONLY glutton. whatever O.o Head home after that and started to pack up and get prepared for my most hated part of the week:( The book-in. Oh wells. lets nt dwell about(:
thats the weekend(: it sums up to:
1) a shopping of: 1 dress, 3 tops, 4 heels, 5 undies, 5 DVD, some cute stickers and some grocery(:
2) I had my virgin trip to zouk
3) I AM FALLING MEGA IN LOVE WITH DEMPSY(:
4) i had a great great GREAT weekend with dearest(:
And yesterday, MONDAY. was monday bluess. i couldnt concentrate at all cause, one, boyf is in field camp and i am kinda worried and two, ITS MONDAY! who's not anyway? the long snakey hours of work. its like killing my SILENTLY:( but when work was about to end.. GUESS WHO'S CALL I RECEIVE? jeanette tan bei bei. had a impromptu shopping trip at bugis(: and OH-MA-GAWD! guess how long have i nt went there? 2yrs(: approximately lar... EVERYTHING IS LIKE GOD DAMM CHEAPPPPPPPPP CAN! i spent like less than 60 bucks getting : 2 bags, a dress and a belt. if for the usual places i go, cfm more than that BY ALOT:( oh my god. i look like a damm sua ku:( but i was happy anyway(: OH YES! i bought a pair of citigem earrings for mummy(: hope she likes it.
and that concludes my dayssssss before(;
PS: i misses my boy alot. like damm alot. i have nvr ever tried nt contacting him for 7 days straight. like this is th first ever time:( no phone calls and nt even a sms. oh wells. but i promised to be a good girl and stay strong(: i really really hope he is safe in there. i am god damm worried! hope he will survive thru this 7 days course and successfully POP as a commando recruit(: oh well. got one more 24KM road march to goooo. Jia you dear!!! Baby will always be there for you. Distant will not keep us apart(: Our hearts are as close as ever:D I will miss u loads and makes sure u receive 13 SMSes when u switch one ur phone(: I love you dear. Amore...
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
more than happiest :D
Once again, its the first day of the month and that means Happy 1Yr 8 Monthsary(: My poor boy was having outfield for the past two days and he only did manage to grab some time to give me a call just now. Felt damm great(: looking at the time, i thought he wouldnt be able to give me a call. and when the phone rings. i almost jumped with joy(: Thanks baby for giving me that call. even it was just less than 10 minute, it was totally awesome!!! thanks for wishing me happy monthsary =]
Life's super great with him around(: even that the whole day was so boresome with work, even that i was super fustrated with some stuff. Just a five minutes talk with him killed everything(: EVERYTHING SINGLE ONE OF THEM(: dear you are so great(: I miss those days i would be able to stick with you 24/7. I miss those days i would have your presence once i open my eyes early in the morning.. Dear.. i simply miss you sooooooo much:( i cant wait for saturday...
Am super excited of whats planned coming up(: 3 weeks from now! rights. i shall go bed. doubt dear will call me again anyway(:
Goodnight world :D
Once again, its the first day of the month and that means Happy 1Yr 8 Monthsary(: My poor boy was having outfield for the past two days and he only did manage to grab some time to give me a call just now. Felt damm great(: looking at the time, i thought he wouldnt be able to give me a call. and when the phone rings. i almost jumped with joy(: Thanks baby for giving me that call. even it was just less than 10 minute, it was totally awesome!!! thanks for wishing me happy monthsary =]
Life's super great with him around(: even that the whole day was so boresome with work, even that i was super fustrated with some stuff. Just a five minutes talk with him killed everything(: EVERYTHING SINGLE ONE OF THEM(: dear you are so great(: I miss those days i would be able to stick with you 24/7. I miss those days i would have your presence once i open my eyes early in the morning.. Dear.. i simply miss you sooooooo much:( i cant wait for saturday...
Am super excited of whats planned coming up(: 3 weeks from now! rights. i shall go bed. doubt dear will call me again anyway(:
Goodnight world :D
Monday, August 30, 2010
Dear diary(:
You call this a blog post doed(: Another half an hour to the last day of this month and that hint the start of the next month. feeling rather dissapointed cause i am spending this special day of the month all alone:( precious is having a 2 day outfield and i am ALL ALONE >:(
I am all hyped up at this point of time. cause i am starting to have some plans for his birthday(: anyways, decided on the plans for lessie ones thought:D Secret NNP(:
i am going to be a good cook(: a good scrapbooker(: a good girlfriend:D
HAHAH!
Eggcited eggcited:):):):):)
IMMA LOVE HIM TTM<3
You call this a blog post doed(: Another half an hour to the last day of this month and that hint the start of the next month. feeling rather dissapointed cause i am spending this special day of the month all alone:( precious is having a 2 day outfield and i am ALL ALONE >:(
I am all hyped up at this point of time. cause i am starting to have some plans for his birthday(: anyways, decided on the plans for lessie ones thought:D Secret NNP(:
i am going to be a good cook(: a good scrapbooker(: a good girlfriend:D
HAHAH!
Eggcited eggcited:):):):):)
IMMA LOVE HIM TTM<3
marvellous weekend(:
Had a super fab weekend with dearie<3 Seeing him only once a week is SO-NOT-EASY:( oh wells, we'll pull through though.
Went sentosa on sat morning(: Tried Megazips(: SUPER DUPER AWESOMELY FUNNNNN!!! but its like 29 bucks per pax gone in ONE MINUTE. imagine. HAHA! oh wells. still we had fun. its so call a "pre monthsary celebration" haven make the card though:(
and his birthday is coming(: surprises... some ideas pls anyone????
hmm. photos below. do enjoy(: shall head to bed. tml's a long day:(
series of failed photos taken thru the mirror. idiot trying to flex in "awesome" muscle. LOL!
Waterfall... I NEED A HOLIDAYYYYY:(
everyone knows i love him TTM!!!
the precious where we get to ride only once a week now:(
uber bloated mr chua(:
elephanieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
Had a super fab weekend with dearie<3 Seeing him only once a week is SO-NOT-EASY:( oh wells, we'll pull through though.
Went sentosa on sat morning(: Tried Megazips(: SUPER DUPER AWESOMELY FUNNNNN!!! but its like 29 bucks per pax gone in ONE MINUTE. imagine. HAHA! oh wells. still we had fun. its so call a "pre monthsary celebration" haven make the card though:(
and his birthday is coming(: surprises... some ideas pls anyone????
hmm. photos below. do enjoy(: shall head to bed. tml's a long day:(
In our harness...
series of failed photos taken thru the mirror. idiot trying to flex in "awesome" muscle. LOL!
Waterfall... I NEED A HOLIDAYYYYY:(
everyone knows i love him TTM!!!
the precious where we get to ride only once a week now:(
uber bloated mr chua(:
elephanieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
Thursday, August 26, 2010
ROAR!
am soooooooo tired:( was super busy yesterday. stayed to OT till like 12.40AM last night. and now its after lunch and i feel like i am gonna fall asleep any time soon. zZzZzZzzzZZZzz
i wanted to tok abt the same old thing then i realise.. forget it. i shouldnt dwell on such boring stuff yea? oh wells. still i cannot forget the digust when i look at you! IRKSOME FELLA >:(
rights. i will come back again few days later for a major updates(:
read on readers. Loves<3
am soooooooo tired:( was super busy yesterday. stayed to OT till like 12.40AM last night. and now its after lunch and i feel like i am gonna fall asleep any time soon. zZzZzZzzzZZZzz
i wanted to tok abt the same old thing then i realise.. forget it. i shouldnt dwell on such boring stuff yea? oh wells. still i cannot forget the digust when i look at you! IRKSOME FELLA >:(
rights. i will come back again few days later for a major updates(:
read on readers. Loves<3
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
GOOD DAY EVERYONE(;
Just had lunch and am superr full * Burpppp* what can i say about another boring day?
...
I suppose. There's alot of thing thats supressed inside me and I cant to rant about it to anyone or at anywhere. Its tiring how I am suppose to beat around the bush to get to the main idea i wanna tok about... and its also damm stupid when months or years after i post this, i re-read it again, i feel like smacking my own face and say "Claire Tan, why are u so childish?"
But heck.. Now that i usually dun hv much topic for my blog except for lovey dovey stuff and boring updates of my mundane life... i should whack on this :D
Once upon a time, there lived this princess. She's pale and puny looking, with a disgustingly whiny character. She best at giving innocent looking eyes and cute little smiles. Making all the prince and knights falling for her. So one day, this dumb stupid prince fell for her. He went all ways out just to make her fall in love with him. Finally, they were both deeply in love. Now, the princess revealed her true colours. She cheated the prince of all his inheritance and ran away to live happily ever after(:
I know this short story is no where well written but the meaning to deliver was simple and straight (: If you feel you are the princess in that story, all i can tell you is.. Its time to end your life(: You dont deserve one bitch :D
anyway. of course i am definitely refering to someone if not there is no point in typing all this la! and i can even make up reason why i dislike you :D
1) I dislike the way you make it as if the whole world LOVES you. but the fact is NO. everyone is gossiping behind your back(:
2) I dislike the way you smile. i feel so disgusted AND i know very well thats a FAKE(:
3) I dislike the way YOU being so RUDE. You look into people's eyes when they tok to you. and most importantly. You reply the person who asked you the question(:
4) You dont ask for a gift. You wait till you deserve it.
5) I SERIOUSLY HATE THE WAY WHY CAN YOU BE SO DEMANDING.
Finally, i think you disgrace us the females. You dont deserve anything! I know this is going to be veryy meann,, but! I hope all the bad luck befalls on you and i hope you get ur karma soon! I dont believe you can stay the way you are in the next 15 years(:
Rights. thats for today. I know i suck for typing all this but what heck. i enjoyed(:
Just had lunch and am superr full * Burpppp* what can i say about another boring day?
...
I suppose. There's alot of thing thats supressed inside me and I cant to rant about it to anyone or at anywhere. Its tiring how I am suppose to beat around the bush to get to the main idea i wanna tok about... and its also damm stupid when months or years after i post this, i re-read it again, i feel like smacking my own face and say "Claire Tan, why are u so childish?"
But heck.. Now that i usually dun hv much topic for my blog except for lovey dovey stuff and boring updates of my mundane life... i should whack on this :D
Once upon a time, there lived this princess. She's pale and puny looking, with a disgustingly whiny character. She best at giving innocent looking eyes and cute little smiles. Making all the prince and knights falling for her. So one day, this dumb stupid prince fell for her. He went all ways out just to make her fall in love with him. Finally, they were both deeply in love. Now, the princess revealed her true colours. She cheated the prince of all his inheritance and ran away to live happily ever after(:
I know this short story is no where well written but the meaning to deliver was simple and straight (: If you feel you are the princess in that story, all i can tell you is.. Its time to end your life(: You dont deserve one bitch :D
anyway. of course i am definitely refering to someone if not there is no point in typing all this la! and i can even make up reason why i dislike you :D
1) I dislike the way you make it as if the whole world LOVES you. but the fact is NO. everyone is gossiping behind your back(:
2) I dislike the way you smile. i feel so disgusted AND i know very well thats a FAKE(:
3) I dislike the way YOU being so RUDE. You look into people's eyes when they tok to you. and most importantly. You reply the person who asked you the question(:
4) You dont ask for a gift. You wait till you deserve it.
5) I SERIOUSLY HATE THE WAY WHY CAN YOU BE SO DEMANDING.
Finally, i think you disgrace us the females. You dont deserve anything! I know this is going to be veryy meann,, but! I hope all the bad luck befalls on you and i hope you get ur karma soon! I dont believe you can stay the way you are in the next 15 years(:
Rights. thats for today. I know i suck for typing all this but what heck. i enjoyed(:
Monday, August 23, 2010
Hi bloggie(:
Its a wonderful afternoon... With Piles & Piles of work and endless madness:( Am currently at work. Feel super lethargic and decided i should take a break. Have a kitkat(: the one Jacqueen bought for me :D
Oh. follow ups for ytd. Didnt had Pu tien in the end. was Closed when we got there. :( Superr early they >:( We ate ajisen instead. Bf missed it super loads. But i had stomachache after that :'(
Okay. abrupt stop. i have to work(:
Its a wonderful afternoon... With Piles & Piles of work and endless madness:( Am currently at work. Feel super lethargic and decided i should take a break. Have a kitkat(: the one Jacqueen bought for me :D
Oh. follow ups for ytd. Didnt had Pu tien in the end. was Closed when we got there. :( Superr early they >:( We ate ajisen instead. Bf missed it super loads. But i had stomachache after that :'(
Okay. abrupt stop. i have to work(:
Sunday, August 22, 2010
back for a short update. its sunday morning and its the happiness morning of every week. and thats simply because i get to have him just right beside me(: Went out till late last night. met his platoon mate and stuff. LOL! Humourous people i would say. possibly u can also say last night was night spinning. Oh ya. washed beetle too(: the feeling was exceptionally great(;
oh yes. i didnt mention something about my job. there's a better opportunity for me currently. not confirmed though. but now i genuinly wants to take it up(: it'll be a better challenge and exceptionally great explosure. Once everything is kind of confirm or rather "they want me" i will update again. lets pray for the best of the outcome(:
just bathed and waiting for dear to bath. heading to jp for a brunch at pu tien(: like finally. i simply love it there(: oh yes. i want a pink panther tee:( any info anyone???
Just a side note: certain stuff. i didnt wan to KPO. but just some outsider thoughts. i simply dont understand whats going thru that puny brain. but i will never let u harm anyone(: good luck girl. honestly, u suck in everything(: i'm so sorry to be so meannn.
oh yes. i didnt mention something about my job. there's a better opportunity for me currently. not confirmed though. but now i genuinly wants to take it up(: it'll be a better challenge and exceptionally great explosure. Once everything is kind of confirm or rather "they want me" i will update again. lets pray for the best of the outcome(:
just bathed and waiting for dear to bath. heading to jp for a brunch at pu tien(: like finally. i simply love it there(: oh yes. i want a pink panther tee:( any info anyone???
Just a side note: certain stuff. i didnt wan to KPO. but just some outsider thoughts. i simply dont understand whats going thru that puny brain. but i will never let u harm anyone(: good luck girl. honestly, u suck in everything(: i'm so sorry to be so meannn.
Friday, August 20, 2010
wheeee (:
Finally made a change(: i like the current theme. no need effort to change. haas. good job blogger(: so far. life has been really fulfilling and great. though just fell sick not long ago but i still feel as great. except for that i didnt had dear for one night. as in he cant call:( but its ogayys(: i pulled thru didnt i? OH YES! imma proud my him(: Mr marksman. Shoot 32 tio 32. CFM ZHUN! hahhaa. insider joke. HAHAHHAHA!
oh man. yes. i am lead bad by my colleagues.HAHHA! they super dirty. HAHA! ok honestly i was part of the joke too. HAHAH! oh wells. i cant believe days w/o them . they're a fun bunch(:
router died. did i mention? so i am like using direct connection in the living room. no feel to blog. plus i am busy online toking. i will be back again i suppose.
and i promise i will make promt updates now and then(: byee
Finally made a change(: i like the current theme. no need effort to change. haas. good job blogger(: so far. life has been really fulfilling and great. though just fell sick not long ago but i still feel as great. except for that i didnt had dear for one night. as in he cant call:( but its ogayys(: i pulled thru didnt i? OH YES! imma proud my him(: Mr marksman. Shoot 32 tio 32. CFM ZHUN! hahhaa. insider joke. HAHAHHAHA!
oh man. yes. i am lead bad by my colleagues.HAHHA! they super dirty. HAHA! ok honestly i was part of the joke too. HAHAH! oh wells. i cant believe days w/o them . they're a fun bunch(:
router died. did i mention? so i am like using direct connection in the living room. no feel to blog. plus i am busy online toking. i will be back again i suppose.
and i promise i will make promt updates now and then(: byee
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