time for another post..
been rather caught up with business lately. very stressful yet there's alot i learn. Maybe i didnt see money as important as before. maybe because i was well fed i was well taken care of by my mum. i never had to fret being penny-less. i worked very hard previously to earn a living. I always thought education, status level is of upmost importance. well. everyone change? i agree. boyf influenced me alot. maybe. afterall. this is my path. my fate. i always hated business. entrepreneus. oh wells. i ended up in accountancy. i ended up doing my own business. weird. life you can say. its nothing less easier to set up ones business. more to say make it an earning one. learn alot. but. still alot more to learn.
special thanks to boyf. being there. sharing every woes. consoling understanding tolerating. it hadnt been easy for both of us. but to work for a better future. to get moving on in life. to be independent. thanks for always being so understanding. so tolerating. i always thought it was luck in having you. not like before. i took most things for granted. always that wilful that ME me. well. i dont regret what i have chose. humans. live for themselves. even between lovely couples. even between families. i understand alot. i met alot of ppl. even though many years of my age. But definitely it was great. i learnt alot thru them. i grew. i ended my Fairytale dreams. i walked into reality. no one detest fantasy. no one disbelief in dreams. but if you want to achieve them, you got to walk through reality.
rights. putting all this life learning aside. on a happier note, internship is coming to an end. i was glad about how i did. people around me are really nicee. hopefully. everything will come to a perfect ending. even though as much as i hate doing this internship. i would say. i learn alot. learnt about life. about the society. about who's true to me and definitely about friendship. complaining. comparing. maybe it wasnt a really good choice to do both. But well. i guess. people can be ur good fren ur Best fren even. but its hard to come by one who will give up for you. its silly of me to think so. well. like i say. i got out of my lala land.
hopefully, this rebirth of claire. will bring me a better future. a better start and definitely a better life. OH god. why am i degrossed into this again. OKOK! once after this internship ends. i will be enjoying 15 full days worth of CNY:D but well. i haven got any new years clothes yet. HAHA! who cares. my wardrope is getting out of hands. and i cannot manage to put in more anyway(: time for some giveaways. going for a stay at CVH during CNY with boyf. a relaxation day and belated valentine celebration. coming up would be HK getaway with BF. hopefully. everything will be niceee. and i'm waiting for tarties and cliques' grad trip. OH YEA. not forgetting prom. looking forward. but. time to earn enough bucks for spending(:
then again. will be back soon hopefully.
take care folks.
Claire
