i am fully filled with emotions.

Its work-time and i cant help but sneak into blogger to write down somethings.. there's a sudden rush of emotions which i dont know why. prolly everything is too much for me to handle. no? i cant seem to find the strong within for me to prolong my energy each and every single day. i need a long- well derserved break:( and am hopeful no one in this cold office reads this space.

the move was neither awesome nor horrible. it was plain. however, it doesnt feel as homely as it was back in somerset. and thing seems to get abit more political here. i got a lill paranoid on how should i react to all those stuff but well, at the end of the day. i will get back to where i was. and hopefully, better off.

life's been a lill more hectic than usual. with work with bf with family. i dont know. its a lill hard to balance everything at times. i miss those days i could just snug under my warm blanket till i wake up naturaly. i can go out and shop, do manicures and just wander around. i can tan under the big hot sun, sipping onto a glass of my fav cocktail. eating breakfast. aww. those leisure life, where has it gone to?

Just the thought of writing again. it always happens when i stay up till late night and when all the nonsensical emotion dawns on me. I had a great, fun day. today. with the grace from my manager, i get to skip work-from-home and had a total awesome meet up with jacq. We went USS. my second try. the fun wasnt the main thing. the happiness was. nothing beats a bright sunny day out with ur best girlfriend.

i hate not having enough time. i had being always so not busy. i hate having so much commitment. i hate life. w/o joy. i need a break. i need a vacation.

there is more than a 1000 place worth to visit before i bid a goodbye to this world. i need time. i need that finance, to be able to fulfill this dream. time is short, chances are few. and the only question is:

When will i be able to fulfil this dream?

i feel a squeeze. right in my heart. i have a lot of question, which i am unable to answer..

i need a break. definitely.

and i look forward to seeing bf. i miss him. dearly. i wan time to fly. for him to get out of the freaking NS and to move on and create a future. i need him:(

A day like a year.

Many memories many thoughts. Not easy to string into sentence and not easy to express thru a simple blog spot.

i just want to drop a note... i miss KIROPI :D

HAHHA

see u on sattttttttt WHEE