uphill... way to go..

I think i have neglected this space for quite sometime. its been like emails>blogging. but still there is time when i have a spur of a moment, and i will be back here giving an update. did manage to upload my photos up and there's still like a million thousands hundreds things to do.

currently online to finish up SOA and so i can finally snug under those blankets in peaceee. been having sleepless nights... alot of stuff are up in that puny brain. its been really crazyy. But i hope all this hardwork are not going down the drain. i really really anticipate something... kind of expecting to stay a lill longer here. prolly this, used to be nt an interest of mine, is starting to gimme more sense of achievement. throughout the 3 years of practice in NP, i felt i was totally not cut out for it. but lill did i know, i felt much MUCH better when i am out here, striving for a living. and i actually gain sense of accomplishment every single closing. nt that the debtors went down or did i actually met the way faraway target. but its the amount of genuine effort i actually did put in. i was stunned at the passion i had every single month. i was grumpy, i whine, i complained. Yet at the time i receive the results email every month, i felt... AWESOME!

and so this is gonna be the most crazy closing for the year. i hope i will survive thru AND i will actually reap some sow(:

alrights. time to head back to work and i have MANY MANY updates to give. esp this is my fav season and 2nd yr anni(:

i cant believe i am working thru this season. i used to be all happy and prepared for it. and this year, its wayyyyyyy much diff. man...