i am fully filled with emotions.

Its work-time and i cant help but sneak into blogger to write down somethings.. there's a sudden rush of emotions which i dont know why. prolly everything is too much for me to handle. no? i cant seem to find the strong within for me to prolong my energy each and every single day. i need a long- well derserved break:( and am hopeful no one in this cold office reads this space.

the move was neither awesome nor horrible. it was plain. however, it doesnt feel as homely as it was back in somerset. and thing seems to get abit more political here. i got a lill paranoid on how should i react to all those stuff but well, at the end of the day. i will get back to where i was. and hopefully, better off.

life's been a lill more hectic than usual. with work with bf with family. i dont know. its a lill hard to balance everything at times. i miss those days i could just snug under my warm blanket till i wake up naturaly. i can go out and shop, do manicures and just wander around. i can tan under the big hot sun, sipping onto a glass of my fav cocktail. eating breakfast. aww. those leisure life, where has it gone to?