STRESS!

oh wells. i'm currently in NP lib. failing to mug for audit. am rather distracted. hmm. oh wells. so i decided to update abit.

hmm. didnt met up with fang jo and mummy on sat. fell asleep for the whole afternoon. to recover back some of my sleepless nights. woke up and went for saturday service. after which had dinner with some church mates. chilled abit with daryl and head home. sunday was tiring. woke up and had brunch with family. went to expo which was crowded like hell. hate those blacks who just wanted to be there to SQUEEZE! wats their problem man! anyhow, went to bugis after that to get another adaptor for sis lappy and head for dinner. =) went home then out again to the airport to mug overnight. productive? i dunno. but manage to finish part of the MA proj i guess and did some MA revision. hmm. head home in the morning at 5AM plus to wash up and stuff. didnt manage to get any rest because someone disturb me=( !! anyhow, cab to sch and met up wth bel and clique to go for make up classes and do proj. tuition afterwards and home. suppose to meet bi and aly for dinner to celeb bi bdae. BUT I WAS SO TIRED THAT I FELL ASLEEP. only to wake up at 8 plus. i'm so sorry my dear. anyway. wishes u a happy happy 18 birthday! =)) will make up to you once my CT ends. =) so i pretty much caught some rest ytd night. woke up this morning when the parttime maid rang the bell. shit. but anyhow i need to get up and go to sch. head to sch to hand in proj. daryl acc-ed me for the afternoon cause he was stranded in sch due to nafa. LOL! poor thing huh. BUT. or bi! tralalal~ well well. and so i finised up MA and handed it in. as said, now in lib la. trying to mug u see. haha, BUT somehow my mood fails me. LOL.

anyway. saturday bible session was about forgiveness. i gave some deep thoughts about it. it somehow struck me abt some stuff. and i was feeling a lill troubled and stuff. but manage to get it over before it shakens my determination to forget. yea? and i believe i am doing very well in persisting my stand. my stand in having freedom and my stand in just loving myself=) oh well. something that happen may have shaken my determination a lill. but, somehow. i did clarify and made it clear. i hope this doesnt affect the friendship=) well. i somehow know, this is more than that. and trust me i'll go all out to get it. =) alrights. whatever i say was a lill unclear and a lill blur to you? oh well. u dun need to know =P

ALRIGHT. ITS SIX o CLOCK and i havn start anything!!!! shit me. and i'm still meeting alvin and gang for supper i guess. shit shit. ok bye

yours,
claire