ok. i am lazy to type. so let pictures do the talking. shall i?
went to play arcade with dear yesterday. it was totally AWESOME! we caught this pair of mickey hands. RAH! we didnt even know we hit jackpot until after being stunned for a few seconds! i love this mickey hands. its meaninful=)
went yam cha for celebration of bel and joyce bday today! we camwhore like no tml. i love these girls really. we had fun. and as usual. JOKES WERE CRACKED=D
all this are taken on joyce birthday at ACCAMP booth=D OH! giving some free publicity, JOIN US AT ACCAMP! its reserve only for ACC students from YEAR 1 to YEAR 3! join us and have fun! 
click on the photo for enlargement.PS: i feel a struggle within myself. sometimes i feel so helpless yet i hatta pretend i am still strong and moving on. i feel like shredding off the fake smile on my face. sometimes i cant accept the fact that i lost to time. i felt dark in the room. i dunno how much do i occupy this room. or even how long can i stay inside this room. sometimes i feel insecure staying inside. cause i don't know is the room locked. i need some assurance really. maybe i should just open the window and let some light in, no? mabe that'll make me feel better, no? had enough of fear. had enough of struggle. i am tired. just one sentence killed me totally. how stupid was that? maybe, afterall, i still can't open up and trust. prove me wrong someone. prove me that there is still things i can trust myself on. many decisions made in the past; i dont know if i was right or wrong. i dont know should i be selfish and think of myself. i dont know what will happen in future. and i dont know if i will regret anything. i fear to draw a step further. cause i fear things to turn out ugly. someone said this to me before "get out of your fairytale story baby, its not gonna happen!" is it really the truth. is it true that fairytale don happen to real life. issit true that there is never happy ending. i dont know. maybe i should just stay inside the room and snuggle under those blanket. safe and warmth. till the day. someone get me outta it. i grew and learn. i learnt that i cannot be WHO I AM. but i must be WHO I SHOULD BE. somethings, being persistent aint gonna help. and i know. you. motivated me to change. really.
loves,
claire
