a word of thoughts

TO: LES
it's been so much that had happen for the past few months and we both went through alot. made tough decision. suffer immense pain. i'm sorry for not being there as often to listen to accompany to lend you my shoulders. even when i'm typing this. my mind is a little blank. girl. i want to thank you for being there. for at leats hearing what i've got to say. what i've got to rant. its the dearest thing i ever needed. girl. even though you always look happy always seem carefree always seem like you have gotten over it. deep down i know you're not, you haven't. girl. lets pull through this tough path. this uneventful holiday. this uncertainty. i'm sorry for neglecting you in any point in time. girl. i wan you to know. you're just as important. cause after so much, i learned that friends are people one can't live without. they are the ones who accompany you down the road of life. you were there when i was down. you were there to console to hear to lend me ur shoulders. girl. you know how much i appreciated that and you know i love you as much as always and forever. and thus i wan you to know. now in ur darkest path. i am here to support to console to hear. i'm sorry that i was as down and affected. i'm sorry that i didnt really had that energy to bring you back a smile. but i promised to be there upon ur call. girl. stay strong stay alive. lets walk down this path together. i believe light is waitng upon our arrival=D love you, les. as always. MUACKS!

TO: BF
this few days was the toughest time i had been through so far. well. there's many probing question in my mind that i can't answer at all. sometimes when you asked to meet, i would be afraid you are too tired. yet cause you want to keep me accompanied you insist on meeting. dear. i wan you to know. its okay on my side. don't worry about me being bored or anything. get enough rest then we'll see about meeting. i hope to be more transparent of my thoughts to you. addressing it now will be much better then accumulating the queries. still, i'm proud that so far we havent quarrel and didnt have much arguement made:) dear, thanks so much for being understanding of my everything. i'm sorry for having such foul mood nowadays. we've pull through much and i believe this aint anything. i hope to hear more from you. don't keep to yourself ok? being your gf i hope to work hand in hand with you to walk down this path and overcome any obstacles ahead. dear. i love you. its that simple. MUACKS!

yours truly,
Claire