i know i am suppose to blog about bf's birthday. but no no. not this post yet. something more emotional came about suddenly. been all caught up with work and bf recently. hardly had anytime for something else. so much so that i think i neglected my friends. well. i always told myself. if there are friends. maybe they would understand. but this came round to me suddenly. how many of them do REALLY understand? one by one they starts to drift off. one by one they stop contacing me. well. i am not regretting that i chose to spent all my time with bf. in fact. i love it. but. its disheartening to see. ppl around me getting less and less oblivious to my presence. and this made me feel bro is such a nice person really. matters how many times i rejected his meet ups. how many times i flew his aeroplane. and i literally mean it. last minute one somemore. how many times i didnt picked up his call. he NEVER NEVER gave up on contacting me. really. he never never lose that effort to at least text me. when i was bored in the office. he was there to cheer me up and gave me a lill encourage. instead of some "ah lah, as usual lah u" comments. well. i can't blame either. cause ultimately it was me who chose to give up all my time to bf. sometimes. i really dont know whether issit the right choice. but still. i never did regretted. cause alvin's really nice. but back to the same point. i feel kind of disappointed. especially. someone so close indeed....

Claire

i know THIS IS SUCKY!

haha. ok la. i know i didnt come back here for i dunno how long. but very long i know. will blog a proper post this coming weekend. u should expect what is coming up(:

TGIF. tml is friday(: meeting bro. am a happy girl(: i wan my lollies.

Claire

actually i didnt thought of blogging. am pretty tired alrdy. but happen to hit belle's blog and the song somehow motivated me to blog.

rights. been superr busy recently. spent my weekends wisely(: slacked with dear on sat. had a great time. went shopping on sunday. bought lotsa stuff. and head to dear hse after that. nice. monday was normal. met dear after work. dinner at his house and off to walk walk. nth much. tuesday was kbox with dear and family. fun(: dinner at botak jones after that. today. nth much. met dear at bugis. bought my stuff and drove back to dear hse. slacked and dear sent me home. shun bian see his dear dog.

been super caught up with lotsa preparation. i am excited. like superr. hope it turns out well. really. i put in 2 months of work. it better work.

Claire

its been so long ever since i blogged. attachment has started. its so far so good. cant comment much here either. shall blogg abt batam trip.

it was a nicee trip. totally awesome. was boring. but cause i have dear with me. nothing seem so boring afterall(: well. certain stuff are just meant to be kept in our hearts. and this trip made me know very well how much dear love me. thanks dear. its great really. love u so much. MUACK!

days are counting down. dear bday is coming. i'm looking forward. and i am super happy. to know that you would love to spent that day with me. you will be overjoyed cause u have me. thanks my love.

This was taken when we were back from batam(: big bear an

Breakfast^^

teck and lionel

dinner^^

SHUAI BAH!

in our room.

Claire

ahh. so not updated. soon soon.