impluse? no. certainly not.

yes. why am still freaking awake at this period of time? can't slp cause bf is awake chiong his goddamm project. irksome ppl. yea. poor boy:( anyhow. i am kinda quite affected by somethings i happen to chance upon while surfing the net. not nice wandering around online when you have nothing to do. TSK!

human. cruel animal. live for themselve. selfish ones. Well. i learnt alot about these recently. from things i saw. from things i do. ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie. Oh well. how true can this sentence be? ppl slog all their live. for what? for a better living. for material comfort. i said something. If ppl have to work in order to live? then living = working? i rather not live. No one is perfect. After so much. i learnt to accept one being imperfect. i expect too much sometimes. well. it doesnt mean i am All right now. doesnt mean i always do make a right choice.

its not okay to keep complaining and just get stuck there in life. we all got to move on. to get a better reason in living. Boyf is right. We have to work hard now. so as to gain a better future. well. tell me someone. which way should i choose? the one that i worked for all my life. or the one i think its a better path for me now? the delimma have been haunting me. one week before i end three years worth of poly life. one week left for me to make a good choice decision. move on? or hang there and sacrifies? every hope now seems so bleak. however. i know i've got to move on.

to chose something good for myself. or something to sacrifies upon?

all i know now is:
i will be an ass tml morning in waking up when boyf calls=(

alright. goodnight. i better turn in early. To all exam taking peeps. stay cool and hang in there. dont stress(: it'll all be over soon. lucks.

i dont know if that someone still reads this space. if you do... oh wells. i dont know what i want to say. there's alot. yet.... HA! not important(:

PRECIOUS(: jia yous bahhs. i miss u hella:(

Claire