A random musing..

Its a bad month for me. working till wee hours, endless to-do list which seems to add on at a ridiculous speed. I'm starting to turn the clock anti-clockwise and zoom back to the past. it was eons ago since i feel soo busy that i'm starting to get a bit breathless. the workload and responsibility and commitment that i all have it coming down hard on me this month. i simply just want to cross my fingers and hope that i will survive till december. The christmas(:

It a sunny saturday. I wish i was sipping on a glass of cocktail and am basking under the big hot sun. Maybe adjoint with a book of my fav. wouldnt that be a nice deal? But oh no no, i am back in the office, piled up woth workloads and struggling to complete as much as possible so that i wouldnt simply break down next week(:

oh well, i once did it and i definitely can do it again. right?

I have a long long long want-to-do list. please help me make-it-happen fairy godmother!

Another long winded post.

I am still in office. thats the only time i can be diligent enough to come back here for a post. If i am back at home, my mind wanderss too far to come back here(:

OH wells. All i have to update is bf bday and mine(:

BF's birthday was awesome. short 2 days but nonetheless, endless fun(: Checked into festive hotel late and i urged him out for a walk right after we settled down. Without knowing the secret mission going on behind his back, he kept grumbling he was hungry and insisted he wants to catch a bite. so we did at toast box. Oh yes, before that, i gave him his surprise 1 week before. A Canon 500D DLSR(: he was soooo excited with it. went taking some photos before i got the lights that the rest were ready(: Got him back to the room giving the excuse i had mense. my godd... and the expression he had on his face when he opened the room door seeing all his friends were PRICELESS :D he was so shock that he stepped back and closed the door again. HAHAHAH! chit chat catch up and finally his parents came. had dinner with his parents at chinos(thanks to fang and clarence). sumptous one and awesome too(: his sister stayed with us for the night. went shopping at candylicious(: ALL THE SWEETS ARE TOTALLY MY KIND OF LIKES(: his sister n her bf went swimming the next morning while we walked around resorts world. ended the day with a meal at bird hilltop(: than bf had to book in again:( SAD LIFE.

all in all. i would like to thanks those who came, who helped! Especially my 2 daughters and sister. Thanks alot alot. i know how much effort you guys put in. Thanks for everything single thing. You girls rock my life and definitely, it wouldnt be as much as fun w/o u all! Love all ttm(:

and on the 1st October. was BF POP(: TOTALLY EGGCITED!!!! there goes 2 months! FAST. mummy daddy chua came to fetch me at my workplace before heading to cine for dinner. headed down to camp but we got lost:( SAD! but nvm. we got there in time to smell all the stinky sweats(: Congrats darling(: u made it to this day. and finished the 24KM which wasnt any kick to the 72KM that is awaiting you! JIA YOU!!!

than was my birthday(: BF gave me a surprise on a BBQ which claimed to be a casual BBQ gathering. He said it was a casual BBQ with his family. We even went to buy the stuff tgt one night before! at first it was normal. with his family.. UNTIL! groups after groups of my close friends came. I WAS TOTALLY SHOCK-ED! i never did expected them! TOTALLY. no contact with me somemore before that! hahahha! but still thanks alot to those who came. Thanks for all the presents for all the effort and for all the love(: It was one of the best birthday i ever had. HONEST! it was the first surprise birthday i had THAT REALLY DID SHOCKED ME! THANKS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! love u all TTM! I promise to post all the photos soon ok!!

1) Thanks DTS and Sister for the agnes B bag(: Love it! you girls really made alot of effort. no words can describe the gratitude i have for you all.

2) Thanks Fanny nette and jo! for the perfume(: I loved the meetups. the long chit chat n catch up. u girls are as awesome as ever!!!

3) Thanks cats n dogs for the bracelet! You guys made a significant part of my life and it forever will(: Love<3

4) Thanks pearl hui OHT n derek for the earrings(: I love the meet up for dinner and thanks for the dinner(: You guys never fails to make me laugh and also the card(:(:

5) Thanks Kel and PY for the self-drawn pooh bear SMASHED CAKE! thanks for making the effort to draw it and get all the party material.

6) Thanks cindy n gary for the swensen pooh bear ice cream cake! and finishing the foooood(: HAHAH

7) Thanks daddy mummy chua for letting me making a scene over ur place.

8) Thanks fatsy sis for the 150 bucks gift(: you know i cared(:

9) Thanks Bro for the "small" elmo that will die cause i hugged it! and for surprising me at my company door on my birthday itself! u know i cared abt it!

10) Thanks THE CHUAS for all the ang baos!

11) Thanks mummy daddy Tan for the ang baos! and mummy for my mee sua(:

12) and thanks all those that smsed me and wished me on FB!

13) and lastly, thanks special boy for everything you have done. be it the surprise, the gift, the long awaited long birthday letter and the romantic dinner. i thank you. You made a difference in my life. You hold me at the top of your life. Thanks for cherishing me, caring for me and most importantly loving me. Thanks for making your precious baby soooooooo happy on her birthday. Its the best birthday i ever had and you'll the best bf i'll ever have! Thanks dear and i want you to know. i love you, forever and always.