Competitiveness.
Its a monday noon and i feel the blues... Boring long meetings and endless work to do. Whats worst?
Somehow or rather, i kind of wanted to get down to do something. But thinking about it, like hello? I am only 20 not even 21 till date. Whats the rush now?
I've got a new task just few minutes ago. About a 500 lines. Tell me i am not feeling giddy about it again. HAHA!
I thought i was strong enough to cross every hurdle. Even people around me thought i could. At the end of the day, prolly it was just a facade i placed before the inner self. and prolly, i just cant afford to lose out. Its that thing in me being the reason why i can work so hard, despite all comments and disagreement.
I passed this place i really fell in love with on sunday. Bontanika. I thought that place was really awesome and i could feel the serenity. And its somewhere i would want to return to after a long day of work. When will i ever reach there?
Prolly i need to work abit more harder... FML.
Ciaos
Thursday, March 17, 2011
MOVING ON..
I am starting on my monthly 7 page long aging list. filled with a few hundred lines. was it just my imagination or am i really getting abit giddy over this. Prolly just an excuse. Good one though...
my thoughts has been drifting away recently. every that often... been harbouring over the thought of switching a job. Should i just leave all comments and disagreement, and just head on to pursue my dreams. i know even though i might not pass, but i will defnitely regret if i dont even give it a try. But i am pretty sure now is not the time. Prolly towards end of the year maybe... call that " stuck in delimma " Its a big hurdle for me i would say..
Time flies and i've been working here almost a year. I cant wait for another special getaway. like the pulau ubin one... that was truly awesome. I cant wait for the HK trip with momo and feifei. though i have been to hk like so many times but this wonderful place worked some magic and i simply cant resist.
No more travelling this year till dear is out of NS. been falling sick lately. just hope my health gets better and i can work harder.
alot of unfortunate event been happening in my life lately. I srsly dont know what shit did i stepped on but nonetheless i hope for the better.
I dont what am i rambling about.. when i am FORTUNATE enough to be here in SG. and not in Japan. The devastating disaster befalls and YET the people there are growing strong. I need them to set me an example...
I guess i should just stop being unhappy over midget stuff and just live my life the way i love it to be... I should just stop pondering over matters than causes my days weeks and months to go down on depression. I should just simple enjoy the i was i like it to be..
Full schedules next week. I hope i will have fun. And dude, i srsly missed you...
Thats abt it for now. my 7pages long list is waiting for me..
till then... ciaos.
I am starting on my monthly 7 page long aging list. filled with a few hundred lines. was it just my imagination or am i really getting abit giddy over this. Prolly just an excuse. Good one though...
my thoughts has been drifting away recently. every that often... been harbouring over the thought of switching a job. Should i just leave all comments and disagreement, and just head on to pursue my dreams. i know even though i might not pass, but i will defnitely regret if i dont even give it a try. But i am pretty sure now is not the time. Prolly towards end of the year maybe... call that " stuck in delimma " Its a big hurdle for me i would say..
Time flies and i've been working here almost a year. I cant wait for another special getaway. like the pulau ubin one... that was truly awesome. I cant wait for the HK trip with momo and feifei. though i have been to hk like so many times but this wonderful place worked some magic and i simply cant resist.
No more travelling this year till dear is out of NS. been falling sick lately. just hope my health gets better and i can work harder.
alot of unfortunate event been happening in my life lately. I srsly dont know what shit did i stepped on but nonetheless i hope for the better.
I dont what am i rambling about.. when i am FORTUNATE enough to be here in SG. and not in Japan. The devastating disaster befalls and YET the people there are growing strong. I need them to set me an example...
I guess i should just stop being unhappy over midget stuff and just live my life the way i love it to be... I should just stop pondering over matters than causes my days weeks and months to go down on depression. I should just simple enjoy the i was i like it to be..
Full schedules next week. I hope i will have fun. And dude, i srsly missed you...
Thats abt it for now. my 7pages long list is waiting for me..
till then... ciaos.
Friday, March 11, 2011
sunny - peaceful :)
Its a happy happy day today. After going through a few weeks of roller coaster ride.
I. Had. Enough.
So i wrote this in FB one day "i've learn to "let go" certain things that are just beyond my means and control. and i thought this made me happier. after going thru this roller coaster ride of emotions, i've learn to cherish certains things and forgo some. prolly thats the essence of life and makes you grow stronger in mind. too much of ugly truth on humanity..."
Alot of emotions went through me and i was overwhelmed. It all came down hard on me for the pass week and i thought it was the suay-est few weeks ever. however, whatever that happened made me treasure my own family. i know it might be a wreck but nontheless gave me the most security and happiness.
feeling rather peaceful this afternoon. even though big boss came down to malaysia and is in the meeting room. I thought this is a beautiful TGIF. i never had this feeling for such a long period of time i thought i'll never be happy:( Wait... prolly happy is not the word. peaceful is:D
so much on complaining abt work stress and PR. people questioned " which job wouldnt be stressful" i thought abt this question for long enough.. and finally i came up with an answer i thought was right... "if you are working your dream job, you will be a lill happier(:"
oh wells. can i go try puhlease >.<
alright. abrupt ending. end work liao. bb.
Its a happy happy day today. After going through a few weeks of roller coaster ride.
I. Had. Enough.
So i wrote this in FB one day "i've learn to "let go" certain things that are just beyond my means and control. and i thought this made me happier. after going thru this roller coaster ride of emotions, i've learn to cherish certains things and forgo some. prolly thats the essence of life and makes you grow stronger in mind. too much of ugly truth on humanity..."
Alot of emotions went through me and i was overwhelmed. It all came down hard on me for the pass week and i thought it was the suay-est few weeks ever. however, whatever that happened made me treasure my own family. i know it might be a wreck but nontheless gave me the most security and happiness.
feeling rather peaceful this afternoon. even though big boss came down to malaysia and is in the meeting room. I thought this is a beautiful TGIF. i never had this feeling for such a long period of time i thought i'll never be happy:( Wait... prolly happy is not the word. peaceful is:D
so much on complaining abt work stress and PR. people questioned " which job wouldnt be stressful" i thought abt this question for long enough.. and finally i came up with an answer i thought was right... "if you are working your dream job, you will be a lill happier(:"
oh wells. can i go try puhlease >.<
alright. abrupt ending. end work liao. bb.
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