Competitiveness.

Its a monday noon and i feel the blues... Boring long meetings and endless work to do. Whats worst?

Somehow or rather, i kind of wanted to get down to do something. But thinking about it, like hello? I am only 20 not even 21 till date. Whats the rush now?

I've got a new task just few minutes ago. About a 500 lines. Tell me i am not feeling giddy about it again. HAHA!

I thought i was strong enough to cross every hurdle. Even people around me thought i could. At the end of the day, prolly it was just a facade i placed before the inner self. and prolly, i just cant afford to lose out. Its that thing in me being the reason why i can work so hard, despite all comments and disagreement.

I passed this place i really fell in love with on sunday. Bontanika. I thought that place was really awesome and i could feel the serenity. And its somewhere i would want to return to after a long day of work. When will i ever reach there?

Prolly i need to work abit more harder... FML.

Ciaos