Monday, May 30, 2011

When our love entwined.

5 days has past since he left. Spent my weekends with family and friends. and i realise, life is so much different and uncomfortable without him. I whine and complain about all sorts of stuff. 2 more days and we are hitting our 2 years 5 months. Its amazing how time flies.

Met up with Fang and jo over the weekend and had a hearty chat till 2 in the morning. Was talking alot about relationships. Its great how we could share with each other our deep felt thoughts and definitely awesome how we still feel so comfortable with each other's presence despite the years apart(:

Hitting the topic on relationship, i am amazed with the path me and the boy walked this far. Touching on plans on future, marriage and kids. I was telling the girls how i feel we could be together forever... but thats when the reality hits me and i realise i should be a little reserve over such issues. Not that i have no confidence over our r/s. but that human changes over time. I thought about this and i came up with some points. To maintain a healthy relationship, one should learn to give and take. To also trust and be more mature in terms of feelings and temper.

I dont believe in male / female chauvinists and definitely me and the boy always maintained a very fair relationship(: We take turns in terms of making decisions:) but to be very honest, this very nice boy of mine, always, never fails to give in when coming to this.

I very much appreciate the way he love and care for me. He always make me feel like the world's most fortunate girl. And the girls were right. When you're in love, this man, no matter what, makes the world most handsome guy.

I should stop here. If i were to continue this, i know this post is coming to no end. This is how much i'd share with this love of mine. Thanks dear for being this wonderful. You know you meant the world to me.

"I dreamt of holding on to your hand till the end. I dreamt of touring around the world. I dreamt of working hard for our luxury living. I dreamt of forming a family. And all this cannot be done without you my dear. I love you."