SICK

Fever hits 39.4 and its my worst experience ever. Constant vomitting and cant even walk properly. Thats yesterday. Boyf is not around to carry me and i have to climb 3 levels:( I miss him and his cooling pad on my head:(

Alot has been through my mind and its true that you have times of ups and downs. i have come to this point that life @ work is not getting anywhere better.

Have made up my mind today and i hope this is a good decision. Hopefully things will turn better and I can manage a better life(:

I wanna work hard but i dont wanna work hard. HOW?!

I wished boyf can be back now:(

I love him dearly...