RAHHHHH!!!

overjoyed(: wahhaha. ok. where did i stop? xmas? ok. xmas was fun. definitely! i love the ppl i'm hanging out with recently. that include les, hui, jo, alvin and clique.

went back to batam on friday evening. spent the whole morning slacking. suppose to meet up with nette mummy for breakfast. but because jo and i slept at abt 5AM. we couldnt force ourselves awake. woke up at ard 11 plus. prepared and head off. jo went to meet her frens while i head to IMM to settle some banking stuff. shop a while and wanted to head home. sleepy head woke up at 2 plus and met up for lunch. and off i head to harbourfront. and HECK. i reached at 530. guess what time my ferry was? SEVEN TEN! freak man. i walked like zombie in vivo. finally decided to find nette mummy. gave her xmas gift and went off=) the ferry trip was the best. read thru my msges. felt some warmth. again i took an outside sit. i love the wind=))

reached. mummy still hasnt arrive to fetch me. shopped around. reach home. bathed. SUPPER(: ok. it was rather sinful. but i dun care. heh! hmm. fell asleep right after that. was really tired. esp after days of prawning. LOL! hmm. next day. FREAK MORNING! daddy called. kanna screwed again for his accounts. shitty stuff. cried and chatted with mummy. felt better after that. i felt like a cry bun! nvm. watever. AND KNOW WHAT. SHOPPING ALWAYS LIGHTEN MY MOOD!wahahah. bought lots of stuff. this is the first ever new year i bought so much man. got back to sg early this morning for two reason. one. to do acc. two. guess it urself. wahhaha.

after doing acc. head out to chinatown with mummy. bought things AGAIN! nvm. my walking ATM loves me. hahhaha. alrights. so far i've got: 4 dresses, 3 tops, 1 skirt, 1 jeans, 2 pairs of shoe, 1 perfume(: and all this excludes watever that i bought and wore ald. and that is ALOT=( ok. i need to work ald. running low in cash.

alrights. enough about shopping. sch is gonna start so soon. proj tuitorials all undone. i am so dead. =( and worst of all. when sch starts. result is out. so bad can it be? pray for me ppl.

Thank You

The sun sets
Upon the golden sand
We sit together
Hand in hand

We gently embrace
And look into each other's eyes
I wonder if you are
An angel in disguise

You hold me
Like there's no tomorrow
I suddenly forget
The past sorrow

I kiss your soft lips
And you kiss mine
I never knew
Loving someone could be this fine

You pick me up
And carry me to our room
Oh how a love can blossom
And a heart can bloom.

Your touch is so gentle
But your hands so strong
How could a love like this
Ever go wrong?

My heart is beating
200 times a minute
Because my love
You are in it

The sound of your heartbeat
All through the night
We fall asleep in each other's arms
And wake to the morning light.

I look into your eyes
And this is when
I say "Thank You"
For teaching me to love again.

with loves,
claire

MERRY X'MAS!!!

hohoho! merry christmas 2008 to all of you guys. hope you guys had enjoyed partying last night counting down! hope tat u all that a wonderful yr 2008 and everything be as fulfilling as ever.

one year flew past just like that and i am or rather everyone is one year older. i thank all those friend that stood by me matter in times of ups or downs. matters in happy or sad. i thank you for accepting who i am and allowing me to be who i am. i thank you for all the memories given throughout this year and i must say. it is totally fabulous! esp to my poly mates. u guys were the ones whom i spent most of my times with. and thanks for those guidings, care and concern, being there in times of needs. really cats. u guys rock totally. i will always remember all those manicure session, outings, Kbox-ing, studying session, attending each other performance, working tgt and shopping! girls, you sweeties have made my poly life a more fulfilling one. and rmb that even if we will part into different faculty next yr, lets keep this bond going!!! another clique that i would like to sincerely thank would be hoodies. esp pearl definitely. and now HUI! =) u girls and guys know what i am going to say. i just love you all. MUACK! jo nette fang. u three rock my life since sec sch days and i'll never forget you girls. thanks for being there, for making slumber parties, for those gossip session, for those meeting up! and to the rest, even u guys may not be as close to me but when i receive those heart warming xmas greeting, tears did filled up my eyes. thank so much lovelies.

thanks to those for xmas msg. some names were rather unexpected and thus i meant a lill more to me than anything! once again. MERRY XMAS!

a lill to side track. i bought a set of LV bag with wallet. and i'm regretting ald. so i'm selling it away.=XXX wahaha. er.. its the neverfool and a MRpoleman wallet. bought at two thousand plus in all. selling at thousand five. brand new with tags. any takers??? email me for more details!

merry lill xmas,
claire

BOO!

tired=( ytd was a freaking long and moody day. woke up rather early in the morning by those ppl staying at my hse. had MAC BREAKFAST! like finally. watch tv and slack. fell asleep for a while and woke up to prepare for my cousin ROM. slack slack slack. was a pretty nice place. nice place for a bdae party=)

went back home to take my stuff and rest for a while. alvin came over to fetch me at 6 plus. didnt get lost on the way surprisingly. lousy GPS did work for once. waited for les and bf. dinner at twenty six. perfect spot for couple. nice ambience as usual. but still i refer la vazien. sent les and bf to tanah merah mrt and head down to NSRCC again. WE TOOK BLOODY AN HR TO REACH! imagine how much petrol we wasted and lousy GPS failed us again. !!! was damm pissed and didnt wanted to go ald. but end up found so went. fetch mummy home and down to prawning with alvin's bro. I LEARN POOL! =DDDDDD but still. i'm noob. at least i got the position right OKAY! thats an achievement. wahahahh! anyways. yea. got home abt 2 plus 3. this morning was chiong with tuition. sian to MAX. fell asleep. but still ok.

alrights stop here. got to go. byee

with loves,
claire

ROCK IT OUT BABY!

oh yea. its hols and i bet all you dear reader are out having fun and especially that festive season is hitting near.

nvm about my past few days. its just packed with many many stuff that i hardly had anytime time for sleep and family.

went for night cycling last monday tgt with beach cleaning. updates and photos can be found in pearl and derek blog. will blog a post all photos later. i forgot what i was packed with last week. mainly i meetup alot with pearl and hui. and i love the times tgt. just pass by was YHHB annual passing down camp=) was great. esp the tok in staff lounge. had lots of jokes cracked. esp from jian cong and larry the magician. its feel like the times back then. how much we reminiscene=D

alrights. XMAS IS ROCKING NEAR! i dun feel much of the season actualy. esp with so many things packed in my schedule. but listening to this paticular song fills me up with festive mood. and thats LAST CHRISTMAS. ever since last christmas(2007) when i was introduced to this fab song.i've been so totaly in love with it. and this christmas. i'll bring it to you guys again. last christmas=)

ever since dunno when, i always wanted to spent my xmas oversea. somewhere that SNOWS! oh make my wish come true someone. i was to slip into my coat and put on those boots. AND DANCE! oh gosh. xmas's the best festive ever!

alrights. enough of the high-ing. i've got a dinner tonight and cousin ROM later. so see ya ard. with pics i hope. wahaha. loves!

surprisingl. i hadnt any xms list this year. lets just enjoy the fun!!!

santa claus is coming to town!!!

yours filled with loves,
claire

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JACQUEEN!

and well. its finally your turn to be legal. first of all, happy 18th birthday! thinking back, i've actually know you for nearly two years? wahahha. time flies man! still remmebering those days when i dont hang out with girls, remembering those times we were seperated into two different cliques. Not till sems two that i chance upon you girls. its been so far the most awesome thing that had happened to me in the whole of poly life. those joys, those laughter, those quarrels, those craziness. well. faster approaching would be yr 3 and we might be split into different faculty. thinking about that do make me upset at times. i cant bear to part with those wondrous moments but thinking of OIAP makes my heart pound a lill harder. i coulnt imagine those days staying out with a bestie after a long day of hardwork to chill. what can be more cool than that? yea? and dont forget our DS challenge then.

its been a lill gift from heaven to me for to meet you. who shares the same outgoing character as me, who shares the same dream occuption as me, who likes to gossip like me. who shops like crazy like me. and every other lill aspect that we share. its was crazy to know that u want to be singapore girl too! and i cherish those times we spent toking abt how we gonna walk our future. how we dont know which way to choose. how we cant solve the queries in our mind. sometimes. even though bus trips are rather short, but content shared was as memorable as ever.

jacq, you've been a great friend to me. to advise me to guide me to bring me laughter. even though we may have unhappiness with each other sometimes, we still stick together like glue in school. even though u and me have really great secondary clique, we are still make time out for one another. it was the best of all. i thx you for those great memories you brought to my life. for being there for me always when i was down and upset. for encourging me to work harder despite several failures. for being a helping hand in times of needs.

friends come and go. but u are one of them that i'll never wan you to go. promise me. even if we part after poly life to excel further. even if you are going to fly around. even if bel's going aus, even if joyce's going states. and even if i'm going german. pls pls dun lose contact! sometimes i thought, maybe we should call ourselves awesome four. and the guys to be disgusting four. wahahaha. watever.

alrights. LASTLY, enjoy this night of yours and make it the most wondrous memory. and if OIAP is really succesful, ur next bday will be with me only. wahhaa. er. if i'm not wrong. MINE TOO! wahahah. cheers to our friendship!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL

hey dude! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY! don't know you for very long. yet wonderful memories shared. i still rmb how we got to know each other. LOL. well. thx for all the wondrous time you gave. thx for being there to hear me out. and most imptly, THX FOR BRINGING ME TO KNOW EUREKA. its so far the best job in my life. really. that i really owe you one!

cherish life. bring smiles. dont brood so much over life. you've got to move on. there's many things on the way to see in a trip. maybe you've got to pull down those sunglasses and take a peep out of the car you're riding to chance upon more in life.

its great to know how u like to shag urself out like me. its great to having a nice working partner like you. i love those times at work. its the most memorable times in this friendship. and do rmb to pull me in for work again. wahaha.

i'm sorry for bringing you any unhappiness. i'm sorry for making your CT days so miserable. i know i was the cause. but i felt that it was the best way to stop things from getting more wrong. and i dont want to end this friendship because of other stuff. you're someone whom will be a waste not knowing. and i would be really upset if our friendship just stops here. i'm really sorry about last night too.

you've been really sacrificial for me. in terms of time of efforts of anything. i know u did ur best. and i want you to know. i recognise every lil bit of that! thx so much, really.

i wish you all the very best in life. in every aspect and i know you will make a very nice man next time. may love joy and laughter be in your life and may god lead you more down the road. god bless you bro! i will cross my fingers for you everytime you need it. happy birthday again!

with every love, i wish all this december baby a very happy birthday

claire

AM SO UNWILLING!!

hmm. OH WELLS. ct ended perfectly with MA paper. that made me loosen my buckle a lill. seriously I AM VERY LAZY TO TYPE EVERYTHING! they shld event some special devices that will blog for us whenever we think abt it. ! ain't it nice?! then i wouldnt have to waste my time typing. heh!

whatever. work today was FANTASTIC. it really shagged me out and it just kept things outta my mind. i dont know whether i'm sick or what, I JUST LIKE BEING TIRED OFF! LOL! i am sick. yes i am. whatever. it really makes me feel great after sweating much.

friday. went for bbq. chatted. reminiscence. felt... er. i dunno. but it was great. thx.

oh. went for steamboat with alvin and clique. lame grp of ppl. cant stop laughing. didnt ate much though. nowadays. dont eat much. crazy.

alrights. thats abt it. will be back. if i am not lazy.

and i wish to say. i am realy disgused by how someppl treat their friends. what i've got to say is, treasure what u have. u will know the pain when u lose them. i know it best cause i lost one. a very good one infact. a word of advice: cherish

with loves,
claire

WHEN MARIMBA RYTHM STARTS TO PLAY; DANCE WITH ME; MAKE ME SWAY

oh gosh. FMGT is OVER. u imagine? wahaha. i so feel like celebrating ald. as if my last paper just passed. oh watever. anyway. am trying very hard not to pick up my novel and cont. esle i cant stop. wahaha. AFTER CT IT SHALL BE. hmmm.

i just feel like celebrating ald. shiet! okok. i better roll on bed and get back my princess slp before no time again. wahaha. gd night loves. byeee

with loves,
claire

PS: sorry for the outbreak ytd. maybe too stress. crazy!

overwhelming emotions.

i dunno whats wrong with all the emotions now. i cant help it.i feel like crying. i feel like screaming. i need someone. i need a shoulder. i need to cry. i hate being this me. i hate feeling this way before tml's paper. i simply detest it. i'm sorry for the out break of emotion. i feel like i cant breathe. i feel the struggle in me.

whats wrong? i dont know. ok. i know. but. i dont know how to deal with it. guide me pls. bring me some light. all i need is a lill concern. shucks.

=(

claire is unhappy. she needs someone to be here. right here. santa santa. sent me this someone. sent me my xmas wish. sent me my pressies. santa santa

hmm. its xmas time.

this christmas-chris brown

oh pretty please.

this common test is really S.L.A.C.K! while studying i can visit lotsa places WITH MANY GUILTS=( but still i went. shyt me=( anyhow. i hope to have some motivaton today. to study more. at least some FMGT and some RFA. boo! bless me with lucks pls. pretty please???? aiya. WHATEVER! anyhow, met up with jo on wed to get cheyenne pressie. mug and audit on friday. ytd. slack. piano in the morning, then to YHHB, then met jo then home to mug. fell asleep while mugging. and alvin's msg woke me up. damm him! tell me 5 MIN! i was panicking la! evil! but anyhow, we went chunk feast. DIDNT GET TO EA ANY ICECREAM! the queue was bloody long. so we head to queensway for dinner. car ride was long. sent his friend home first. so was from town to yishun then my hse. but as usual. i enjoyed the ride=)

somehow, yesterday was the day(:

alrights. pictures to feed you guys.

can't help. but camwhoring was the best way to kill studying time=X and i am "hardworking"

i look like i wore eyeliner but i didnt. LOL

my elmo is cute ALRIGHT. my leftovers from studying. see that cup there. it was the best payaya milk i had drunk. while waiting for alvin to cut his hair. i got so bored you see. i had a nice view pia-ing audit. and see that cup. the payaya milk isnt really nice. whats with payaya milk nowadays. i feel that it taste nice. LOL

me and jo getting cheyenne pressie at anchorpoint. and jo DOESNT KNOW WHERE ANCHORPOINT IS. HOW DUMB! wahaha. anyway. i like the balloon we bought for her. abit kuku looking though.

at secret receipe with jo and alvin waiting for the rest. mango delight tasted fab! and some dumb dun allow me to eat curry puff. HOW NICE. watever, after chinese new year. BOO!

i'll sign off like this today(:

boo!


CT somehow super slack. =( audit is over. maybe a B? ahah. i dont' know. anyhow. studying FMGT now. SUPER NO MOTIVATION. =( kill me pls. and i'm looking forward to something. hahha.


CT CT CT CT CT CT! argh! its driving me mad. i wan to WORK LA! dont feel like studying=( i miss eureka=( BOO!

claire

i dunno how to start this post. and i actually dunno wat to write even though i've got lots to say. not appropriate to have it posted? i dont know. freedom. thats what i have been longing for. and now that i've got it. i'm actually very satisfied. but. should i allow for it to be rob away from me again? thats a qns. well. maybe not now=) i dun wan us to be strangers because of what i have said last night. its great to have a friend like you. and seriously i dun wan u to be so affected by me. and i am pretty sure, i'm not worth waiting for. at least not for you. carry on with life. theres much more ahead. and studies is impt. =) anyhow i will be there always.

PS: meant only for appointed person. no comments allowed.

anyway, STUDYING AUDIT is so slack=(( ah lah! tml will be the day. pray for me ppl. haha. and i didnt study much ytd. shit. today shall be the day. going sentosa to mug i guess.

loves,
claire

BOO!

just got back from supper. wanted to camp at mac. but since ppl persuade me no. i shall be obedient enough not to=) anyway. was nice. was damm glad alvin got his way lost. at least i caught a wink of slp on the car. HAHHA. anyhow, i go slp le. superb tired. good night!

anyway. change my blog song. very random. but is was the most touching and heart wrecking movie i ever watched. love can touch us one time; and last for a life time..... I SO WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN. with someone i love, truly love.

i have my freedom of choice; do i?

loves,
claire

STRESS!

oh wells. i'm currently in NP lib. failing to mug for audit. am rather distracted. hmm. oh wells. so i decided to update abit.

hmm. didnt met up with fang jo and mummy on sat. fell asleep for the whole afternoon. to recover back some of my sleepless nights. woke up and went for saturday service. after which had dinner with some church mates. chilled abit with daryl and head home. sunday was tiring. woke up and had brunch with family. went to expo which was crowded like hell. hate those blacks who just wanted to be there to SQUEEZE! wats their problem man! anyhow, went to bugis after that to get another adaptor for sis lappy and head for dinner. =) went home then out again to the airport to mug overnight. productive? i dunno. but manage to finish part of the MA proj i guess and did some MA revision. hmm. head home in the morning at 5AM plus to wash up and stuff. didnt manage to get any rest because someone disturb me=( !! anyhow, cab to sch and met up wth bel and clique to go for make up classes and do proj. tuition afterwards and home. suppose to meet bi and aly for dinner to celeb bi bdae. BUT I WAS SO TIRED THAT I FELL ASLEEP. only to wake up at 8 plus. i'm so sorry my dear. anyway. wishes u a happy happy 18 birthday! =)) will make up to you once my CT ends. =) so i pretty much caught some rest ytd night. woke up this morning when the parttime maid rang the bell. shit. but anyhow i need to get up and go to sch. head to sch to hand in proj. daryl acc-ed me for the afternoon cause he was stranded in sch due to nafa. LOL! poor thing huh. BUT. or bi! tralalal~ well well. and so i finised up MA and handed it in. as said, now in lib la. trying to mug u see. haha, BUT somehow my mood fails me. LOL.

anyway. saturday bible session was about forgiveness. i gave some deep thoughts about it. it somehow struck me abt some stuff. and i was feeling a lill troubled and stuff. but manage to get it over before it shakens my determination to forget. yea? and i believe i am doing very well in persisting my stand. my stand in having freedom and my stand in just loving myself=) oh well. something that happen may have shaken my determination a lill. but, somehow. i did clarify and made it clear. i hope this doesnt affect the friendship=) well. i somehow know, this is more than that. and trust me i'll go all out to get it. =) alrights. whatever i say was a lill unclear and a lill blur to you? oh well. u dun need to know =P

ALRIGHT. ITS SIX o CLOCK and i havn start anything!!!! shit me. and i'm still meeting alvin and gang for supper i guess. shit shit. ok bye

yours,
claire