the clock is striking 2 AM and i am still wide awake. i am actually really tired le. plus i have chingay tml also. but. i really miss him alot. so much so that i cant fall asleep. so much that i'm holding a hope that he might wake up in the middle of the night and give me a call. or maybe just a message will brighten up my day. i'm missing him so much that i feel like hugging him this moment. i miss him so much that i wan to see him this moment. i miss him so much that i cant stop staring at his MSN nick. I MISS ALVIN=( rahh. this sucks. i cant help but pouring all this emotions out. i miss the way you run your fingers down my hair. i miss the way you pinch my cheeks. i miss the way you tap my forehead. i miss the way you give me a peck on my cheeks. i miss the way you cuddle me. I JUST MISS YOU. say i am nuts. i dont care. i am LOVE SICK=(
claire misses you alvin!
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
=( i feel like crying.
i wan dear. by my side now=(
Saturday, January 31, 2009
i miss dear.
just got home from chingay duty. BORING. not as fun as i thought it would be. but. well. yet another experience. had sch the whole day and i didnt met dear at all. i miss him=( that feeling sucks. his so tired that he fell asleep ald. didnt tok to him any proper today. RAH! still have many things left undone. i need to help daddy burn his disc. practice my piano pieces for tml. RAH! i wan my bed. and i am hungry. =(( alrights. better shoo off to do my stuff before i go no more time. do me a favour. wake me up at 8AM tml! =(
me and jacqueen
joyce's dres down day
Bel being bored of our convo. i was too.
a jo hse. u can get prettier pics at her blog=]
just got home from chingay duty. BORING. not as fun as i thought it would be. but. well. yet another experience. had sch the whole day and i didnt met dear at all. i miss him=( that feeling sucks. his so tired that he fell asleep ald. didnt tok to him any proper today. RAH! still have many things left undone. i need to help daddy burn his disc. practice my piano pieces for tml. RAH! i wan my bed. and i am hungry. =(( alrights. better shoo off to do my stuff before i go no more time. do me a favour. wake me up at 8AM tml! =(
pics taken during CNY. part of it not with me. post it when i get it.
me and jacqueen
joyce's dres down day
Bel being bored of our convo. i was too.
a jo hse. u can get prettier pics at her blog=]
chu yi at dear house.
with loves,
claire
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
CHU YI; CHU ER; CHU SAN
lols. i need TIME. alot of things undone still. and i NEED BEAUTY SLP! =( for the past three days. i slept less then 12 hrs in total. BUT. i had fun. really.
chu yi
woke up rather late. cause i shou sui until like 430AM then sleep. woke up. slack. bathed. lunched. went over to grandma hse. amy was late. and so were we. veron left even before we reached. LOL! hmm. groups of ppl came and left. i merely just sat there. chitchat and get angbaos. LOL! hmm. evening time. dear came to fetch me over to his house. just nice when we reached, lion dance. LOL! was quite fun but my eardrums almost burst. LOL! sat and chitchatted around. met all his relative. all very nice and friendly peoples. just that i was named BMW. lol! i was very tensed at first. but was still alright after that. had dinner and played er. whats that call. i forgot. pokecards la. other then dai di. i am a failure in such games. dear won. when over his granny hse. bai bai and they cont to play till like 2 plus? vin sent me home after that.
chu er
woke up late. met up with bei and jo for breakfast. went bei hse bai nian then to jo hse. slacked for million yrs and went home. dear came over my hse at abt 3PM to bai nian, I WAS DAMM SCARED I TELL YOU. i have never brought any guy and intro to my dad. and he was first! LOL! but everything was fine and my dad seem to be happy. LOL! ACYL is lucky. LOL! damm scared! till now i can still feel the butterflies in my stomach! LOL. went over to his grandma house with him. bai bai and buffet. watch IPman 2nd time at his uncle hse. went back to his hse and slacked. i almost fell asleep when he was busying with his stuff. was damm tired. then went to his aunty house. chatted and left for prawning. nth much, home sweet home and SLEPT!
chu san
schooling day. woke up late. luckily mummy came into my room and tok to me! was suppose to find dear at 504. he left his wallet in my bag ytd and forgot abt it. bathed. rush down to 504 and cabbed to sch. lesson was boring. no jokes nth. BOO! cabbed home after sch to leave my books and cabbed to cheyenne place for tuition. after that. bused down to vivo for dinner with miss yap. pleasant one. catch up a little with sec sch mates. and home.
LOL! alot of things to say la. BUT. lazy. pictures on hold. lazy also. overall. i am really happy this CNY and i didnt regret not going to batam! OH YA! its the first yr i am spending the whole new year in SG! alrights. time to go. good nights. loves.
vin: rah! thx dear for the past days. was really moody on reunion dinner night. you made up those emtions=) thx for hanging back the big wide smile on my fat round face xD muahhaa. muacks! i love you!
with loves,
claire
lols. i need TIME. alot of things undone still. and i NEED BEAUTY SLP! =( for the past three days. i slept less then 12 hrs in total. BUT. i had fun. really.
chu yi
woke up rather late. cause i shou sui until like 430AM then sleep. woke up. slack. bathed. lunched. went over to grandma hse. amy was late. and so were we. veron left even before we reached. LOL! hmm. groups of ppl came and left. i merely just sat there. chitchat and get angbaos. LOL! hmm. evening time. dear came to fetch me over to his house. just nice when we reached, lion dance. LOL! was quite fun but my eardrums almost burst. LOL! sat and chitchatted around. met all his relative. all very nice and friendly peoples. just that i was named BMW. lol! i was very tensed at first. but was still alright after that. had dinner and played er. whats that call. i forgot. pokecards la. other then dai di. i am a failure in such games. dear won. when over his granny hse. bai bai and they cont to play till like 2 plus? vin sent me home after that.
chu er
woke up late. met up with bei and jo for breakfast. went bei hse bai nian then to jo hse. slacked for million yrs and went home. dear came over my hse at abt 3PM to bai nian, I WAS DAMM SCARED I TELL YOU. i have never brought any guy and intro to my dad. and he was first! LOL! but everything was fine and my dad seem to be happy. LOL! ACYL is lucky. LOL! damm scared! till now i can still feel the butterflies in my stomach! LOL. went over to his grandma house with him. bai bai and buffet. watch IPman 2nd time at his uncle hse. went back to his hse and slacked. i almost fell asleep when he was busying with his stuff. was damm tired. then went to his aunty house. chatted and left for prawning. nth much, home sweet home and SLEPT!
chu san
schooling day. woke up late. luckily mummy came into my room and tok to me! was suppose to find dear at 504. he left his wallet in my bag ytd and forgot abt it. bathed. rush down to 504 and cabbed to sch. lesson was boring. no jokes nth. BOO! cabbed home after sch to leave my books and cabbed to cheyenne place for tuition. after that. bused down to vivo for dinner with miss yap. pleasant one. catch up a little with sec sch mates. and home.
LOL! alot of things to say la. BUT. lazy. pictures on hold. lazy also. overall. i am really happy this CNY and i didnt regret not going to batam! OH YA! its the first yr i am spending the whole new year in SG! alrights. time to go. good nights. loves.
vin: rah! thx dear for the past days. was really moody on reunion dinner night. you made up those emtions=) thx for hanging back the big wide smile on my fat round face xD muahhaa. muacks! i love you!
with loves,
claire
Monday, January 26, 2009
Happy LUNAR new year!!!
i woke up at like er... 1PM? i slept like a dead log literally. indulging in sweet dreaaams(: muahaha. woke up and helped with some chores. watched tv and decided i shld head JP to get some stuff at 5. went over with sis and guess what? ppl decided that its reunion dinner, so they closed UBER EARLY and went home to enjoy. and so. poor me couldnt get anything. EMO! darling called when i was at gothix. HE WAS ALSO AT JP. so qiao. LOL! he was heading 504 and so i got a free ridy home. dinnered and slack all the way till now. changed my skin like obvious. ewww. i am tired and i miss ACYL=( rahhhhhhhhh. i am super excited for tml. i promise i will control what i eat. i dun wan to work doubly hard after new yeap =P hee. okays. enjoy CNY everyone!
i woke up at like er... 1PM? i slept like a dead log literally. indulging in sweet dreaaams(: muahaha. woke up and helped with some chores. watched tv and decided i shld head JP to get some stuff at 5. went over with sis and guess what? ppl decided that its reunion dinner, so they closed UBER EARLY and went home to enjoy. and so. poor me couldnt get anything. EMO! darling called when i was at gothix. HE WAS ALSO AT JP. so qiao. LOL! he was heading 504 and so i got a free ridy home. dinnered and slack all the way till now. changed my skin like obvious. ewww. i am tired and i miss ACYL=( rahhhhhhhhh. i am super excited for tml. i promise i will control what i eat. i dun wan to work doubly hard after new yeap =P hee. okays. enjoy CNY everyone!
Nothing beats these words
that comes from my within
its you that made me feel
love makes everything come true
Darling you gave me a life
where trust and care exist
its all i could ask
and its all that i need
Dear i love those times
where its just you and meit somehow made me feel
the devotion in you
take me into your arms
embrace me with care
a little poem made with love
for you my dearest bear
with loves,
claire
claire
Sunday, January 25, 2009
creature misses monster
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVE(:
its over 12 and i am so excited. did i mention about ytd? ok. i studied the whole day and sat for the paper(: manageable. went down queensway to search for vin's and 1 shoes. of no avail. so i head to jp. bel was alone too. so we met up and SHOPPED! we went mad i swear. muahah. but it was a nice experience. sad that we couldnt find our rings=( and mondo=( even sadder. but nvm. i was satisfied. dear said he wanted ljs. so i tabao and head to his hse. fattening stuff. he finished up everything! slacked and rot till 11 plus then we head downstairs to help his sis in her baking. tasted not bad really. BUT ALVIN CHUA WAS SO MEAN!!! he kept laughing so loudly and mind you, it was past 12. everyone is sound asleep and he roared his laughter literally. i had fun though. drove me home and i did accounts till 3AM plus. count money till eyes wanna close. dammit! anyhow. this morning. went out the whole morning to ban nian huo. bought lots of stuff!!! and was pissed cause daddy brought so much seafood. machiam bringing back his whole storage. had a hard time packing all the seafood. and freak the lobster that pricked me. *OUCH* anyway. head over to granny hse to pass her the seafood and left for lunch at 2. reach home. start scrubbing up down left right and finally got it done at 530PM. trim my eyebrows nearby and bathed. dinnered and slacked. called dear and chatted. did some confessions though. dear. maybe too affected, suddenly wants to go out. debated for 15 min and still he won. -.-"" anyhow. went to IMM. didnt manage to find his shoes but we bought some stuff from daiso. AND. he was pissed cause he didnt strike the lottery. and his mum did. -.-" he was like super emo. BTH! haha. anyhow, we went home after that. chatted on msn. i like that chat though. and I WAS HAPPY! =) les u know why(: and know what. les and i had a similar PM when we onlined. NO WONDER WE ARE LES! LOL! i miss les anyway. didnt see her for a couple of days ald. and when we onlined. we had so much to share. and we need more time for such KPO stuff u see. muahaha! alrights. monster went to bed ald. and i am going down to the market with mummy now(: its 24 hr for today. tml's gona be a hard day for dear. ENDURE K! i love you. MUACK!
PS: i'll be looking forward!
yours,
claire
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVE(:
its over 12 and i am so excited. did i mention about ytd? ok. i studied the whole day and sat for the paper(: manageable. went down queensway to search for vin's and 1 shoes. of no avail. so i head to jp. bel was alone too. so we met up and SHOPPED! we went mad i swear. muahah. but it was a nice experience. sad that we couldnt find our rings=( and mondo=( even sadder. but nvm. i was satisfied. dear said he wanted ljs. so i tabao and head to his hse. fattening stuff. he finished up everything! slacked and rot till 11 plus then we head downstairs to help his sis in her baking. tasted not bad really. BUT ALVIN CHUA WAS SO MEAN!!! he kept laughing so loudly and mind you, it was past 12. everyone is sound asleep and he roared his laughter literally. i had fun though. drove me home and i did accounts till 3AM plus. count money till eyes wanna close. dammit! anyhow. this morning. went out the whole morning to ban nian huo. bought lots of stuff!!! and was pissed cause daddy brought so much seafood. machiam bringing back his whole storage. had a hard time packing all the seafood. and freak the lobster that pricked me. *OUCH* anyway. head over to granny hse to pass her the seafood and left for lunch at 2. reach home. start scrubbing up down left right and finally got it done at 530PM. trim my eyebrows nearby and bathed. dinnered and slacked. called dear and chatted. did some confessions though. dear. maybe too affected, suddenly wants to go out. debated for 15 min and still he won. -.-"" anyhow. went to IMM. didnt manage to find his shoes but we bought some stuff from daiso. AND. he was pissed cause he didnt strike the lottery. and his mum did. -.-" he was like super emo. BTH! haha. anyhow, we went home after that. chatted on msn. i like that chat though. and I WAS HAPPY! =) les u know why(: and know what. les and i had a similar PM when we onlined. NO WONDER WE ARE LES! LOL! i miss les anyway. didnt see her for a couple of days ald. and when we onlined. we had so much to share. and we need more time for such KPO stuff u see. muahaha! alrights. monster went to bed ald. and i am going down to the market with mummy now(: its 24 hr for today. tml's gona be a hard day for dear. ENDURE K! i love you. MUACK!
PS: i'll be looking forward!
yours,
claire
Friday, January 23, 2009
its funny how life bring upon coincidence. happen to chance upon some stuff recently. it brought me to see how ugly life could be. sometimes. i always wondered why people lied even though i do lie too. its always a question. that cant be answered. sometimes how you see one can be the way how one sees you. sometimes memories brings me a smile that hang wide over my big round face but sometimes it haunts me deep down. i feel like composing another poem again. but time is a constrain.
well. i do hope i will live off those memories and i do hope you will live off those memories too. let the past exit my life and let the past exit your life. snuggled under my blanket, i shudder in fear. many things left undone and many things left unsolved. i have a paper this evening. haven really completed revison. go god bless me that i will at least make it a pass.
sometimes. i really admire the way i plan things. how i like to come up with surprises. it makes me jump up and down with joy when things get on track=) recently, my passion for ice skating is back. so derekh, u know what u shld do yea?
alrights. its time for me to go and start revision before i fail like some doom shit later. cross ya fingers for me ya(:
misses that cant be explained
love that cant be compared
i wish for nothing more than that
i'm blessed for everything i have
well. i do hope i will live off those memories and i do hope you will live off those memories too. let the past exit my life and let the past exit your life. snuggled under my blanket, i shudder in fear. many things left undone and many things left unsolved. i have a paper this evening. haven really completed revison. go god bless me that i will at least make it a pass.
sometimes. i really admire the way i plan things. how i like to come up with surprises. it makes me jump up and down with joy when things get on track=) recently, my passion for ice skating is back. so derekh, u know what u shld do yea?
alrights. its time for me to go and start revision before i fail like some doom shit later. cross ya fingers for me ya(:
misses that cant be explained
love that cant be compared
i wish for nothing more than that
i'm blessed for everything i have
below are some pics.
i love this pic taken. it brought out the feeling of ice skating. rah! i want to skate. and someone, teach me how to do stuns!!!
i wanted to find some pictures of my dolly bangs. and i found all this. it was taken on jacqs 17th bday. how i miss those times. when bel had her longer hair, jacq had her long hair and i had my dolly bangs on. looking back, my bangs wasnt that bad after all. its dorable=D still remember, it was the first hairstyle that got a shock in everyone. some couldnt even recognise me. LOL! maybe i should do something shocking again. LIKE CUTTING THE HAIRSTYLE THAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO TRY!!!!
with loves,
claire
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
another day
time flies really. and now a brand new day. still rmb posting last night. LOL! exams are drawing near and so is CNY. i hate it so much knowing the fact that after CNY i have to start piaing for exam. boo! i feel a dampen of mood suddenly. reason being why am i still not asleep is cause mr chua has yet to complete his stuff and i cant bare to go to bed w/o him. RAH! alrighty. maybe i should soon. tml lesson starts at 9 and pretty ladyaye over here is presenting tut qns.
i dunno how to conclude about life so far yet for this year. am pretty contented cause i have my dear friends around and him of course. but sometimes i feel rather insecure about certain stuff. like i always say. trust is something i need to achieve. i should start trusting people shant i? its hard to bring myself doing it though. sometimes, somethings, i just dunno how should i string them into a sentence and spit it out of my mouth. i should , like les say, kan kai yi dian. teehee.
alrights alrights, nth to blog ald. OH YA. today i saw this guy in govt high tshirt. I think he is one of the actor in i not stupid. the jack neo's son. i was so excited. LOL!
with love,
claire
time flies really. and now a brand new day. still rmb posting last night. LOL! exams are drawing near and so is CNY. i hate it so much knowing the fact that after CNY i have to start piaing for exam. boo! i feel a dampen of mood suddenly. reason being why am i still not asleep is cause mr chua has yet to complete his stuff and i cant bare to go to bed w/o him. RAH! alrighty. maybe i should soon. tml lesson starts at 9 and pretty ladyaye over here is presenting tut qns.
i dunno how to conclude about life so far yet for this year. am pretty contented cause i have my dear friends around and him of course. but sometimes i feel rather insecure about certain stuff. like i always say. trust is something i need to achieve. i should start trusting people shant i? its hard to bring myself doing it though. sometimes, somethings, i just dunno how should i string them into a sentence and spit it out of my mouth. i should , like les say, kan kai yi dian. teehee.
alrights alrights, nth to blog ald. OH YA. today i saw this guy in govt high tshirt. I think he is one of the actor in i not stupid. the jack neo's son. i was so excited. LOL!
with love,
claire
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Guten Morgen
am in RFA class now. alot of assignment undone. friday i have a test that is unstudied. tuts undone. shyt. no more play. time for serious work. i wan to finish it before new year. so that new year i can enjoy. RAHHH!!!
this sems feel so screwed up. am rather lost in everything. i just wanna get this sems over and done with and praying hard that holidays come faster.
rahh. somethings have been bothering me and i couldnt get it off my mind. sians to the max. whatever it is la. cant be helped.
met lessie just now. she complained she felt lost too. how nice this sems is? shyt. time to pia.
motivate me someone. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
how nice to start my morning this way.
and i don't feel good in my stomach=(
sick,
claire
am in RFA class now. alot of assignment undone. friday i have a test that is unstudied. tuts undone. shyt. no more play. time for serious work. i wan to finish it before new year. so that new year i can enjoy. RAHHH!!!
this sems feel so screwed up. am rather lost in everything. i just wanna get this sems over and done with and praying hard that holidays come faster.
rahh. somethings have been bothering me and i couldnt get it off my mind. sians to the max. whatever it is la. cant be helped.
met lessie just now. she complained she felt lost too. how nice this sems is? shyt. time to pia.
motivate me someone. BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
how nice to start my morning this way.
and i don't feel good in my stomach=(
sick,
claire
should i end the day with a post? or maybe i can say, i will start the day with a post. somethings are rather messed up. haven manage to settle it yet. hope it will be fine when the time comes.
LOL. i dunno what to post about actually. many things are running through my mind yet i duno how or what to be expressed. emotion always struck me during the late nights. i feel like taking a walk now. esp that the wind are blowing. HAHHA.
alrights, no more. LOL
emotionally struck,
claire xD
LOL. i dunno what to post about actually. many things are running through my mind yet i duno how or what to be expressed. emotion always struck me during the late nights. i feel like taking a walk now. esp that the wind are blowing. HAHHA.
alrights, no more. LOL
emotionally struck,
claire xD
Monday, January 19, 2009
BONJOUR!
i love today(: cause...
1) school is freaking short
2) i BUSED to school today (first time for the term) an I WAS FIRST TO REACH
3) my crappy skill is so great that teacher complimented us xD
4) i got to see les and derek(:
5) i get to meet dear for brunch
6) i am meeting hoodies for dinner later(:
i don't love today:( cause...
1) i woke up too early dunno for what.
2) i had to clean jumper's poo poo early morning
3) i had to bring laptop to school
4) someone was so fierce=X
5) i have tuition later
6) my tuts aint done
LOL. that pretty sums up my day for now. went sch, head to vin house and drove to fetch his mummy and went lunch. home sweet home(: shant write much. i want to catch a nap before going for tuition. enjoy the pictures below. and STILL... i wan a camera. nono. I NEED A CAMERA. dammit!
got beetle no me, i got ice cream phone no you! =X
still, i love you
i love today(: cause...
1) school is freaking short
2) i BUSED to school today (first time for the term) an I WAS FIRST TO REACH
3) my crappy skill is so great that teacher complimented us xD
4) i got to see les and derek(:
5) i get to meet dear for brunch
6) i am meeting hoodies for dinner later(:
i don't love today:( cause...
1) i woke up too early dunno for what.
2) i had to clean jumper's poo poo early morning
3) i had to bring laptop to school
4) someone was so fierce=X
5) i have tuition later
6) my tuts aint done
LOL. that pretty sums up my day for now. went sch, head to vin house and drove to fetch his mummy and went lunch. home sweet home(: shant write much. i want to catch a nap before going for tuition. enjoy the pictures below. and STILL... i wan a camera. nono. I NEED A CAMERA. dammit!
the beetle that sits outside his house and IN HIS HEART=(
i love this serious him.
got beetle no me, i got ice cream phone no you! =X
still, i love youOH YA! DID I MENTION I PACKED MY ROOM? OH! ITS SUPER NEAT NOW. =))) DONT THINK IT'LL LAST LONG THOUGH=x I SPENT MY WHOLE DAY PACKING YTD OK. THATS WHY I DIDNT BLOG. HEE. I LOVE MY ROOM FOR NOW. =)))
yours,
claire
Saturday, January 17, 2009
YOU ME AND WE
me and les went sentosa today. was actually meant to be a sun tan session. BUT. end up we became tourist. briefly, we went to take cable car. reach mt faber, camwhore. then to sentosa. went ard and camwhore again. and home(: too much things happen and so i shant write in details. pic will fill you in(:
after that went for YHHB reunion dinner. was fine. was really fool. had some laughter and went of with jiahui to meet our darlings. LOL. went to dear hse. chitchatted and dear drove me home. had a great chatting session online too(: "time was the best gift"
to les: i had a great time today laughing, chatting, emoing. the last ride on the cable car was the most fantastic moment. i had real fun and time was cherished tgt with you. thx for always so understanding, for always being there and for bringing joy to my life. thx for being so supportive! matters what decision it may be, les, i will support u through. thx les=) loves.
to vin: thx dear for making my day. i missed you. ytd night was a real outbreak and i realise certain stuff that i never knew before. dear, thx for being so patient, so understanding, so supportive and so loving. thx for sparing me some thoughts. just seeing ur smile, made me melt. thx so much lovely. and i love the way you hugged me. thx dear. muack! i love you.
alrights. below is flooded with 84 pics. enjoy.
with loves,
claire
me and les went sentosa today. was actually meant to be a sun tan session. BUT. end up we became tourist. briefly, we went to take cable car. reach mt faber, camwhore. then to sentosa. went ard and camwhore again. and home(: too much things happen and so i shant write in details. pic will fill you in(:
after that went for YHHB reunion dinner. was fine. was really fool. had some laughter and went of with jiahui to meet our darlings. LOL. went to dear hse. chitchatted and dear drove me home. had a great chatting session online too(: "time was the best gift"
to les: i had a great time today laughing, chatting, emoing. the last ride on the cable car was the most fantastic moment. i had real fun and time was cherished tgt with you. thx for always so understanding, for always being there and for bringing joy to my life. thx for being so supportive! matters what decision it may be, les, i will support u through. thx les=) loves.
to vin: thx dear for making my day. i missed you. ytd night was a real outbreak and i realise certain stuff that i never knew before. dear, thx for being so patient, so understanding, so supportive and so loving. thx for sparing me some thoughts. just seeing ur smile, made me melt. thx so much lovely. and i love the way you hugged me. thx dear. muack! i love you.
alrights. below is flooded with 84 pics. enjoy.
WE
SHE
ME
with loves,
claire
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