Can i just do a shout out that: THERE ARE MORE LOVELY PEOPLE ON EARTH!

had dinner with vin, DTs and Peiqin (dear's sis FYI). had real loads of fun. with that two with me. i always feel safe, feel wanted, feel happier. ok. i know chua yu long is gonna say: WHAT ABT ME. yes yes. feeling with u is different. dont worry. whats more impt then u?

waited at 72 lvl 3 with DTs for mr chua who came an hr late. -.-" i was so so so HELLA WORRIED he met an accident again. ROAR! well. he was safe and fine :D

drove to JJC to fetch PQ. then off to taman for dinner. i had fun laughing at my dear pigeon. she fills me with laughter really. even though sometimes her action is untolerably FUNNY. but it somehow reminds me of myself. HAHAHA. to les: u have a duplicate with me here. jam jam. she is just like u. HAHA. u would so so wanna know her. HAHHA

drove the three girls home and dear actually wanted to go watch movie cause he wanted some time just for the two of us. but coincident happens. his mummy called and was happen to be at JP also. so instead we went to met her mummy to eat supper. HAHA. ok. his mummy ate. not us. HAHA chatted at fei xiong with his mummy and the sent me home(: thanks mummy and dear :D to that boy of mine: dont feel so sorry and sad ok? we have the time in the world. there's always another day. right?

AH AH. why am i saying so much when i'm seeing him in another say half an hr time? HAHAH. IMY!!! anyway. sch today was on a note sucky yet lively. ah ah. tributes to queen ok. yes yes. i damit lar. u cheered me up. u did(: even though i felt like vomiting, u manage to make up that smile on my face. and lec was a total bored. maybe cause i add too much titbits and QUEEN SAID I USED 255 BUCKS TO BUY A TRASH BAG. dammit. she said that my agnes b look like a trash bag. cause i simply dumb EVERYTHING inside. anyhow. HHAHAHAH. les said the same thing too, BUT SHE DIDNT SAID TRASH BAG. soooooooo hurt~~~ QUEEN! HAHHA. sorry girls for the foul mood today. i felt super worn off. tired maybe.

getting a lill more paranoid recently. maybe i should learn something from les. which is to only love those who love me. and not EVERYONE. it does makes a difference. like what lessie says. what for love those who dont love u? so much time ar? she taught me something new today. very much. love her. that loads. she made a different. she brought me a new chapter in life. she accompanied me through times of ups and downs.

i may not mention every single things here. i clealy know who was there and who werent. in period of the darkest path in life. when i get super paranoid. i knew. who was there. to walk and to console me. i may not be the greatest person on earth. i cant be that very perfect BFF if yours. but i definitely will be the one who love u truly. who treats u truly. who rmb clearly.

its been really long since i blog such personally stuff. and to note. i remember:

the girl who accompanied through my lower sec path. whom walked home with me every single day. who sat with me in the canteen after sch for at least 3 hr to see me cry like mad dog cause i did badly (pass though) for my math test. for changing me to adapt to YHSS cause i was a transfer. who i drifted apart from after we went to upper sec and i was too involve in CCA. who i was glad. i still have her around me now. who i am glad still love me as ever. i want to let her know. i love her. forever. i appreciate wat she has done so far. and even though i always never mention abt this. it was kept deep down there(:

and the girl who was not on good terms with me initially. who always love to ignore me cause she was angry with me. who was the first person i dare to confront and talk out with her. who always turn to me when she had trouble. who i had the greatest secondary sch memories with. who i always felt like protecting. who i know very well. love me for who i am. we went thru alot. very much ALOT. from disliking each other to loving each other. and i am glad i have her now. and i am glad. she is here with me. god bless her always(: i wan her to know. she was the best gift to me. she was the one. who thought me alot of things. she was the one. who created a different me.

and lastly. that girl who i didnt even tok to in sec sch become my BFF. who even though we always quarrel and exchange stupid faces. who i always turn to when i didnt know what to do and she wont give me that constructive comments. who was there for me when i needed her. even in he middle of the night like 3AM. who i created great memories with. who i would never be who i am now w.o her. i want to thank her. for al the tolerance for all there care love and concern she gave. even though sometimes i dont express my thoughts. even though sometimes i would suan u like no one biz. u know very well. how much u stand in there. i love u always.

knowing this 3 girls was the best thing on earth. i never had such great pals. and i wan them to know. i never took them for granted. i want them to know. they are my girls. forever on.

soon. i know someone would be as impt...

Claire