i am suppose to be fast asleep right now. but i've got this sudden urge to blog a post. why? no idea. maybe its the time where emotion flows?

looking back and reflecting upon life. i can't really make up which decision made was right and which was wrong. there is always the pros and cons, rights and wrongs to whatever decision i have made. but so far. there is only one that i ever so regretted about.

can't deny; i committed much mistake back in the past. but thats also the point where i grew and learned more about life. till today that i am in NP. studying a course which i never thought i would be in. being together with this sweet boy which i never thought i would. i never regret coming this far.

he made me grew, he taught me how. he made me knew alot of things. learned and grew. he always put whats best for me in priority. he always places me infront of he himself. i have alot alot of things to say. to let him know. how much he meant to me. how much difference he made in my life. i went through a number of relationship. every each of them writes a book in my life. pieces up part and parcel of my memories. i've got loads to express. either i dont know how to. or its inconvenient to here.

my eyes are closing yet i have so much to reveal and say. maybe i just want him to know. its not about how long we had each other. its about the amount of quality time we had. i know i had you. always. and u know u have me as ever.

i just wan you to know, i love you. thanks for the memories. it is a great great relationship<3 thanks so much for everything done. you knew i'm always grateful for that. hang on there(:

Claire