that marks an end(:

i didnt notice my previous post was the 500th hundred post of this blog(: looking back. i did own it for quite some time. and clicking the "older post" button made me start reminiscences the past. ESP XMAS. i wanted a good xmas so badly. i rmb, all the xmas i spent away was always superr fun. i can't help but love this festive season. its the only only festive season i look forward to so much! and i actually had one xmas wish made 2 years ago. on the xmas when i went through the toughest period of my life and when it was the greatest turning point of my entire 18 years living. i made a wish that on the year i turn 21, i would be able to spent my xmas in some snowing country. where snow will fall on my fingers, rain deer will pull the sleigh, and santa will sent me some pressie.

anyway. its kinda mark the end of this week. this bad long week. as u can see thru previous posts. this week aint anywhere good for me. i became so so paranoid over lill stuffs. aint tha usual me. well. but i manage to pull thru it didnt i? i certainly have to apologise to dear. for making a fuss over small stuff recently. thanks for being so understanding. so tolerant. you are a great BF really u didnt complain at all. and whats more is u felt apologetic. thanks dear. thanks for being so nice and so protective of me. thanks for all the assurance. its great really. i love you<3

well. that marks the end of this disastrous week. BYE IDIOT(:

life's gonna be great ahead. and thanks fanni wong. for that chat. esp that sms. it made me thought thru alot(: so much so that i've straighten my thoughts. though mentality cant be changed over minutes. but it definitely wil over days and months. i believe i can do it(:

oh wells. and my friends. i look forward to the buffet next week. with camwhore, best crapper, always so understanding and knew me damm well JACQ. mac mugger, slacker, 2 years worth of crapping history, always there for me BEL. and chao ah beng WL and QQ. and classmate. AHHH. best week ahead. BLESS ME<3

Claire