its a long weekend...

its PH today. but i'm still back in office working OT. what hella? cause tax deadline is on monday. so i have more and more finals to rush out. however, its fun seeing the office the other way around. and my mentor OT till 1AM last night. gosh! imagine! and everything is pulling me away from my world. MY world. if u get what i mean. well. fact is, non cant be relied. and non is there for life. u have to work for it. put in effort. put in ur sweat. i sick and tired in working for it. in being the only soul giving out. putting in the effort. i wrote the email. but i've yet to sent. childish or what? i dont know.

this sentence came to me... god sent us down to earth to repent our sins. is that the truth? and if u have to work to live. then isnt life=work. and then, isnt it better to not live? oh wells. i dont know whats going thru that puny thing up my head. but i definitely know two major thing in my life is now pulling me apart from alot of stuff. "you chose this yourself".... quite true. however. i just merely stopped initiating if all realise. and just merely STOP INITIATING causes such a big change. i dunno what the heck am i ranting here. but i stressed up to my ass i swear. there'e two side of work i have to look after. in fact 3....

sometimes. i reckon the fact that giving up this much brought me alot too. like happy relationship. promising future. lovely bf. certain commitments. and eureka peeps. if i were the one who have changed and isolated.. why the heck can i still be so close with certain ppl? i dont understand this fact...

and i've come to know that... everyone plays a part in everything. if one puts in the effort and not the other. then there's no point and it wont bring u any ending either. oh wells. i get what sam mean by the bucket bucket thingy. its true in fact. but then and again... im not regreting my choice.. but i will work harder to bring back the past. i'm making an effort.... will the rest?

i miss jacq... she'll understand when she's around. she'll be here.. she'll tok to out. i swear she'll be the nicest around=( seriously, she is indifferent in some ways. jacq. u hear this? IMY!

Claire

Time flies. and i'm walking on towards the age of 20. i've been feeling OLD recently. for some reason... maybe due to the things i can involve. and maybe once again, i am lazy to doll myself up. just so happen that i went on to friendster cause i am so bloody free. saw some of the few pics. i really wonder... time really flies. it shows below...

and this is when i just completed my GCE 'O'. still that XMM.

this is when i just started working waiting for poly admission.

and i had my curls. i was DARING last time.
last year end. still chio.
OH! MY BARBIE DOLL HAIR. ok. this is black and white, i had my bangs and it was blonde(:

i was EVEN PUNK! can imagine? i was so so so DARING. aint like now.. constrains
and this was this year? or last year end. oh. its last year end i suppose.

time really flies man! i was so daring last time know. OK. i got one more hairstyle which is not here. couldnt find any pic on it. it was when i had my black hair with red highlights. SUPER CHAO AH LIAN ONE! omg. flashing back. i was really really daring. can imagine. i changed 4 shocking hairstyle in one year itself. not 4 simple. cut abit, trim there that kind. is 4 MAJOR change. i know theres more kua zhang ppl around. BUT! god. its so not me now... time flies and i've changed. alot. in character wise in look wise. i've changed. good or bad? u decide(:

Claire

HELLO! am back. heh! am gonna post photos only. so enjoy!

sam sam gave me this(: thanks sam fo the angel.

JAMIE (JDT) BIRTHDAY!
02/11 was jdt's bday. met her during dinner time and went cathay to celebrate. HOPE U ENJOYED IT AND LIKE ALL THE PRESSIES(: loves u loads, CMM

my boy looks sauve in this shirt!

and this girl that i adore!

my two precious

yours soon(:

we wore hoodies tgt(:

LAO PEI PEI!

Happy 10th Monthsary! went to our fav resturant again(: its realy nice and relaxing. more photos in his phone. will post when i kope over. fat hopes for him to upload.

Bun bun(:

Our bears bears in his room(:

Bear bear and bear bear

i've got a nake version of this. SO ACYL. u naughty. U TRY!

Sentosa tanning day(:

OH! we BBQ-ed also(: good life! the satay was FABS!

plus a bottle of fizzy drink. damm shuang!

NAH! my big fat round face. IMAGINE!

took alot more. but force to choose this cause he smiles nicely here-.-

in office. round enough also.

Claire