december...

time flies. i have many left undone. very much undone... i need time. alot more time then i thought i do. i seem to have many many things to catch up with. but actually. no. in fact. more free then ever. just that. i sleeps earlier then i use to and its taking up alot of my time... a habit cultivated. not that easy to shove it away like that.

to update this space of mine. is what i want to do very much now. there's alot of emotion for me to string them into a sentence. i miss being online. doing all sorts of crap. like i once used to. awww. whats getting into me these dayss.. i wonder. i think its the attachment thats bringing me this way. AH! i'm still me i realise. the one who yearns for freedom. to fly. to move, to go wild. yes. thats me:D i am me. and i know i cant change this fact no matter how hard i ever try...

very much so that i wanted to further abroad. i know it is a decision i would never regret. many says. that will change. but i still strongly take my stand that i want to. its my dream. its my goal. i work towards them. i have many many goals. but this is one i definitely wish to achieve. could one please hold my hands. and walk with me towards this dream... i know he will(:

latest updates is night safari with dearest. it was wonderful. nothing beats having him beside me. yes yes. i'm so so falling in love. his him. his my boyy(: and 1yr anniversary is drawing near.. i want to spent it simple. to have a great night.

many things are lined up. project dues. meeting lessie. genting with dearest and family. CHRISTMAS!!! OH GOSH! toking abt christmas. i cant wait. it was always my favourite season. and it never fails to make me all excited. i am all well equipped to go on a christmas present shopping!!!

however, there is one thing missing... i dont know what issit...

OH WELLS! brighten up(: thanks boy for being here with me no matter what. i cant express all these gratitude in just one para. i bet it definitely cant express how much i wanna thank you. thanks for being so understanding. thanks for standing by when i tear-ed. thanks for being my boy, my man, my superhero. lovess you..

Claire