a special post dedicated.
everyone knows i dont update my blog every that often anymore. i even wonder sometimes who in the world would come back to visit it every now and then? well. this special post dedicated. not to much surprised. for Mr C(: i know i often mention him here. and more like most of the posts were abt him and me. however. on this very special day. where it concluded yet another month we've walked through togther, i would like to spill some thoughts.
its not about how blissful we are NOW. but its more of how everything came about. looking at then when i totally ignored ur sms. totally decline u for meetups. and now that we are lovely dovely. it never fails to hang a smile on my face. u are the most sacrificial person i ever met. to sacrifies 24/7 of your time for me. be it games, interest or whatsoever. u neveer did failed to make me feel totally blessed. u can be in a foul mood for no reason cause i am. u can smile for no reason cause i did. u decided every part of your plan just because of me. u strived ahead cause of me. thanks for telling me how important i am to you. i was really touched. thanks for letting me know the reason why u strive so hard. to earn a status to earn a living to earn me(:
even though i was labeled to be fickle minded. even though i went into and out of a couple of relatonship. i never did regretted. even with some ppl toking behind my back. i used to take that into consideration. but realise now, thats part of the growing up(: those who labeled walked my path. just at a slower phase of mine. its just a way of life(: monetary terms used to be foreign to me. not even significant. however, after stepping into this society, u realise. what u hv been wrking so hard for for the past years, its to earn a status in this cruel world. i feel sad about it. however now, yet willing to strive, for a better living a better future. everyone wants to enjoy life. who dont?
well. thats sums up my thought of the day. before my boy enters the harsh training of the commandos. i really wan to spent a good time with u. hopefully what i have plan ahead would be enjoyable. thumbs up to you dearest. u'll be the proudest thing in my life. and i love you truly.
Claire
