Mr.Perfect(:
When i was younger, i always thought.. To find true love, i've gotta reach the perfect man. Only now did i realise... Both of this comes hand in hand. When you truely love this man, he shapes the perfect man in your heart.
Vin made me realise, no man is flawless. I am amazed by how i can love everything of him. and it means EVERY SINGLE THING. Its different from the way i ever felt in my previous relationships. I dont mind anything about him. He make me feel like he is the perfect man i am looking for. I love every single bits of him. As digusting as constant farting. HAHAHA. I dont mean i love THAT SMELL. But if it was me a few years back, i might have left him for this:) I always wanted my man to be PERFECT. and now. He is Mr.Perfect for me(:
and i truely love you always darling... You made my life a whole and complete. I may not have promised you anything like i ever did before to others but I assure you i will work doubly hard. Changes is ever so constant that I dont have the guts to ever commit anything promises....
Monday, May 30, 2011
When our love entwined.
5 days has past since he left. Spent my weekends with family and friends. and i realise, life is so much different and uncomfortable without him. I whine and complain about all sorts of stuff. 2 more days and we are hitting our 2 years 5 months. Its amazing how time flies.
Met up with Fang and jo over the weekend and had a hearty chat till 2 in the morning. Was talking alot about relationships. Its great how we could share with each other our deep felt thoughts and definitely awesome how we still feel so comfortable with each other's presence despite the years apart(:
Hitting the topic on relationship, i am amazed with the path me and the boy walked this far. Touching on plans on future, marriage and kids. I was telling the girls how i feel we could be together forever... but thats when the reality hits me and i realise i should be a little reserve over such issues. Not that i have no confidence over our r/s. but that human changes over time. I thought about this and i came up with some points. To maintain a healthy relationship, one should learn to give and take. To also trust and be more mature in terms of feelings and temper.
I dont believe in male / female chauvinists and definitely me and the boy always maintained a very fair relationship(: We take turns in terms of making decisions:) but to be very honest, this very nice boy of mine, always, never fails to give in when coming to this.
I very much appreciate the way he love and care for me. He always make me feel like the world's most fortunate girl. And the girls were right. When you're in love, this man, no matter what, makes the world most handsome guy.
I should stop here. If i were to continue this, i know this post is coming to no end. This is how much i'd share with this love of mine. Thanks dear for being this wonderful. You know you meant the world to me.
"I dreamt of holding on to your hand till the end. I dreamt of touring around the world. I dreamt of working hard for our luxury living. I dreamt of forming a family. And all this cannot be done without you my dear. I love you."
5 days has past since he left. Spent my weekends with family and friends. and i realise, life is so much different and uncomfortable without him. I whine and complain about all sorts of stuff. 2 more days and we are hitting our 2 years 5 months. Its amazing how time flies.
Met up with Fang and jo over the weekend and had a hearty chat till 2 in the morning. Was talking alot about relationships. Its great how we could share with each other our deep felt thoughts and definitely awesome how we still feel so comfortable with each other's presence despite the years apart(:
Hitting the topic on relationship, i am amazed with the path me and the boy walked this far. Touching on plans on future, marriage and kids. I was telling the girls how i feel we could be together forever... but thats when the reality hits me and i realise i should be a little reserve over such issues. Not that i have no confidence over our r/s. but that human changes over time. I thought about this and i came up with some points. To maintain a healthy relationship, one should learn to give and take. To also trust and be more mature in terms of feelings and temper.
I dont believe in male / female chauvinists and definitely me and the boy always maintained a very fair relationship(: We take turns in terms of making decisions:) but to be very honest, this very nice boy of mine, always, never fails to give in when coming to this.
I very much appreciate the way he love and care for me. He always make me feel like the world's most fortunate girl. And the girls were right. When you're in love, this man, no matter what, makes the world most handsome guy.
I should stop here. If i were to continue this, i know this post is coming to no end. This is how much i'd share with this love of mine. Thanks dear for being this wonderful. You know you meant the world to me.
"I dreamt of holding on to your hand till the end. I dreamt of touring around the world. I dreamt of working hard for our luxury living. I dreamt of forming a family. And all this cannot be done without you my dear. I love you."
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Fruitful Vesak day.
Spent it simply all alone for this holiday. Feels super weird being free on a sunny afternoon w/o bf around. Even though, it was a really peaceful day. Woke up with satisfied amount of sleep. Headed out to clarke quay, The Central to get sticky sweets before heading down to people's park centre to get my tickets for HK(: It feels great to stroll along the tall glass windows of the shopping malls with songs streaming into my ears.
Headed to PS than to suntec, city link and Home to meet mummy for Dinner after heading to ah-ma house. Lastly home to do my sweet surprise(: Have yet to complete and hence will head home today to finish up the last details(: Dont think boyf is free to come here and read and hence it is SAFE to post it up(: Prepared 4 big cartons for him to last 4 days w/o meeee(: hehehe =P Though still comtemplating should i do that big notice board...
Its been 2 weeks since i last hit the gym and i am starting to feel FAT. Especially that due to busy schedules, i ALWAYS gobble down my food. OK, i shouldnt put the blame on my schedules. Its more like a bad habit. Also that boyf and I always eat excessively!!! This is a major NONO:( hence i feel FAT for not going gym for 2 weeks. I wanna stay and go tonight BUT i also wan to go home and do his notice board. WHICH SHOULD I? But i also can do the notice board tml lei. BUT I ALSO CAN GYM TML LEI. so how?! Advise meeeeeeeeeeee. AND YES! i got a new target to meet. TO GYM DAILY for 21 days when he is not around(: Weekend will be my break(: and look out on the food i eat! i will go online and search for a healthy meal table and follow closely!
Army is shit cause its taking my boyf away from me. he will soon be on his 21 days expedition to brunei and than i will be boyf-less:( OH! lets stop brooding about that. busy schedule will bring me away and soon boyf will be back. If i can survive 5 weeks w/o him when he went beijing than i can survive 3 weeks w/o him again. AND YOU! break ur promise>:( say you wouldnt leave me alone for so long again. oh wells. not ur fault. Commandos' :(
BTW, i am leaving for hong kong again this friday. Hope to enjoy the trip and pray that NOTHING urgent/bad will happen back in SG :( Wanna let my hair down and truly enjoy the trip. And I look more forward to the one when Boy is back(:
And i shall hit the gym very soon. prolly after HK trip(: hehehhe~
Spent it simply all alone for this holiday. Feels super weird being free on a sunny afternoon w/o bf around. Even though, it was a really peaceful day. Woke up with satisfied amount of sleep. Headed out to clarke quay, The Central to get sticky sweets before heading down to people's park centre to get my tickets for HK(: It feels great to stroll along the tall glass windows of the shopping malls with songs streaming into my ears.
Headed to PS than to suntec, city link and Home to meet mummy for Dinner after heading to ah-ma house. Lastly home to do my sweet surprise(: Have yet to complete and hence will head home today to finish up the last details(: Dont think boyf is free to come here and read and hence it is SAFE to post it up(: Prepared 4 big cartons for him to last 4 days w/o meeee(: hehehe =P Though still comtemplating should i do that big notice board...
Its been 2 weeks since i last hit the gym and i am starting to feel FAT. Especially that due to busy schedules, i ALWAYS gobble down my food. OK, i shouldnt put the blame on my schedules. Its more like a bad habit. Also that boyf and I always eat excessively!!! This is a major NONO:( hence i feel FAT for not going gym for 2 weeks. I wanna stay and go tonight BUT i also wan to go home and do his notice board. WHICH SHOULD I? But i also can do the notice board tml lei. BUT I ALSO CAN GYM TML LEI. so how?! Advise meeeeeeeeeeee. AND YES! i got a new target to meet. TO GYM DAILY for 21 days when he is not around(: Weekend will be my break(: and look out on the food i eat! i will go online and search for a healthy meal table and follow closely!
Army is shit cause its taking my boyf away from me. he will soon be on his 21 days expedition to brunei and than i will be boyf-less:( OH! lets stop brooding about that. busy schedule will bring me away and soon boyf will be back. If i can survive 5 weeks w/o him when he went beijing than i can survive 3 weeks w/o him again. AND YOU! break ur promise>:( say you wouldnt leave me alone for so long again. oh wells. not ur fault. Commandos' :(
BTW, i am leaving for hong kong again this friday. Hope to enjoy the trip and pray that NOTHING urgent/bad will happen back in SG :( Wanna let my hair down and truly enjoy the trip. And I look more forward to the one when Boy is back(:
And i shall hit the gym very soon. prolly after HK trip(: hehehhe~
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
REPAIRED
Haven been blogging previously cause my comp was down and hence do not have any connection to the net except the iphone. lazy and cant be bothered to come and give an update either. But since the superboyf has repaired my slam-spoiled laptop, i shall try to make an effort to come and blog every now and then. Prolly not for the sake of letting my readers have something interesting to read about but to actually write down my memories.
I scrolled back to the earliest post and read-fore. AWESOME! it feels so great to read back all the posts. Be it a happy or sad posts, it was greatt(:
Is it that its been too long since i read a novel or write a post, i feel like i just cant structure my sentences properly. I need an english courseeeee(:
The weather has been so so so HOT recently that i thought i will melt under the sun:( I could literally feel my head spinning at times D: Hate global warming. Have a resolution to be environment friendly now:(
Been looking frequently at those coupon side and expenditure is increasing gradually! This is no good. and where is that resolution to save again? AWWW:(
Will be flying off next friday night. excited yet gloomy. excited that finally after a year over i am going on a trip again. gloomy cause 20-24 is boyf break before he hit brunei and I WILL BE AWAY TOTALLY:( this is nowhere near awesome:( and oh wells. better than ruining both, i choose to enjoy my rare holidays(: and come back on time to at least sent him off for his 21 days expedition:D
We've come thus far and i believe we'll go on further and forever. We might fight/quarrel, but at the end of the day, we'll still cuddle to bed. and thats us(: 1 + 1 = 2. we make a pair =D it been a joy working on the weekdays and looking forward to the weekends when he can book out. waking up every morning to see his sms-es which makes a daily dosage of happy pill. This routine has been going on and on. so fast that its been 11months. 1 month plus to his ceremony. I am proud of this boy(: He just amazes me sometimes(:
Been rather skeptical about certain stuff and it makes me feel like just going off when clock strike 5.30PM. and for some reason i started playing MAPLESTORY again. kiddo or what?! haha. been telling ppl around me and i just merely got laughed off. oh wells. its a form of entertainment what.
TODAY is boring. I cant say i have NOTHING to do but i just have nothing URGENT ( cause i seem to have urgent stuff all the time). Decided to go home early and hook on net to do some research and plan out my HK itinery. Its about time(:
its 2.41PM. lets count down(:
Haven been blogging previously cause my comp was down and hence do not have any connection to the net except the iphone. lazy and cant be bothered to come and give an update either. But since the superboyf has repaired my slam-spoiled laptop, i shall try to make an effort to come and blog every now and then. Prolly not for the sake of letting my readers have something interesting to read about but to actually write down my memories.
I scrolled back to the earliest post and read-fore. AWESOME! it feels so great to read back all the posts. Be it a happy or sad posts, it was greatt(:
Is it that its been too long since i read a novel or write a post, i feel like i just cant structure my sentences properly. I need an english courseeeee(:
The weather has been so so so HOT recently that i thought i will melt under the sun:( I could literally feel my head spinning at times D: Hate global warming. Have a resolution to be environment friendly now:(
Been looking frequently at those coupon side and expenditure is increasing gradually! This is no good. and where is that resolution to save again? AWWW:(
Will be flying off next friday night. excited yet gloomy. excited that finally after a year over i am going on a trip again. gloomy cause 20-24 is boyf break before he hit brunei and I WILL BE AWAY TOTALLY:( this is nowhere near awesome:( and oh wells. better than ruining both, i choose to enjoy my rare holidays(: and come back on time to at least sent him off for his 21 days expedition:D
We've come thus far and i believe we'll go on further and forever. We might fight/quarrel, but at the end of the day, we'll still cuddle to bed. and thats us(: 1 + 1 = 2. we make a pair =D it been a joy working on the weekdays and looking forward to the weekends when he can book out. waking up every morning to see his sms-es which makes a daily dosage of happy pill. This routine has been going on and on. so fast that its been 11months. 1 month plus to his ceremony. I am proud of this boy(: He just amazes me sometimes(:
Been rather skeptical about certain stuff and it makes me feel like just going off when clock strike 5.30PM. and for some reason i started playing MAPLESTORY again. kiddo or what?! haha. been telling ppl around me and i just merely got laughed off. oh wells. its a form of entertainment what.
TODAY is boring. I cant say i have NOTHING to do but i just have nothing URGENT ( cause i seem to have urgent stuff all the time). Decided to go home early and hook on net to do some research and plan out my HK itinery. Its about time(:
its 2.41PM. lets count down(:
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