Is this regret or what?
Its been 2 weeks and I have been in the new company for say a week. What happens is i slacked through the 1 week of break?! haha! Generally i slept eat and watch TV. Without much disturbance. Oh yes, i went out with the les on monday! Awesome session but ate too much i would say. Met sam latter on and had a wonderful chatty session again.
Backtrack to the new company. So far not much work was given and i feel weird. I feel like a stranger to this place and indeed i am one. Oh well, I am starting to think of what the rest of the manpower has been telling me when i told them i joined Eureka. "Are you crazy" I am just sending a sheep into the lion's den:( AH! whatever, since that i am here. I should just preserve on and do the best out of it. Hope everything should go well and it would be a better world at the end of the days.
And i want to say something which most people will fuck me for. HAHA! i kinda miss unilever =/ OPS! oh wells. just because of the sense of belonging bah. Whatever. Prolly i am still new to eureka thats why.
Enough said of that. Like what cliff had told me... Just be happy and your days would pass easier in eureka. Thats right. I should enjoy my weekends and forget all about work that is(:
I secretly hope for a session to MBS =/ Dear would kill me for saying this. Oh wells. ok he wouldnt. He will just simply give in BUT keep on grumbling after that. HAHAH! I know we are suppose to stop all this extravagant and start saving up for our house:( AH! for the sake of the walk-in wardrope he promise me. I shall just bare with it for now! hehehe
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Like i mention in my previous post (i did, did i?), i am getting my own domain and transferring this blog over. er... I have started on it but the web look havent been finalised. So guys, just give me a few more weekends and it should be up(: STAY TUNE!
Friday, July 15, 2011
Freaking annoyed.
I seriously don't understand why certain decisions can't be changed and why that things are so inflexible. So freaking annoyed by all this nuisance and all the plain stupidity!!! OMfg:( I am so so so pissed off and antagonized! :(:(:( Totally hate the incompetence!
Its one week to the departure and YET so many unsolved issues. And best of all, I am so involved with it. Godammit! He simply can't comprehend the word "alternative"!!! Why so rigid?!
I was all sulky and moodless to do anything after the call. Hate the way things have to be right now. Won't they just spare me and give me peace even just a week before i leave?! What's worst? Asking me to come back after office hour to help out?! Oh so sorry that i dont do charity work! And all authorities have been taken away in SAP T-codes. seriously, tell me whats worst than all this!
And whats the last thing i can do? Just laugh it off. DAMM! Doesn't all this seems so IMPRESSIVE?! HAHA!
Well oh wells. definitely u can see that today's not a very good day. With the stormy day and continuous pour since morning, my mood is kind of dampen. Jacq and lwl will be dropping by my workplace later and I SERIOUSLY HOPE that this will at least blow those gloomy clouds away:(
Till then, ciaos.
I seriously don't understand why certain decisions can't be changed and why that things are so inflexible. So freaking annoyed by all this nuisance and all the plain stupidity!!! OMfg:( I am so so so pissed off and antagonized! :(:(:( Totally hate the incompetence!
Its one week to the departure and YET so many unsolved issues. And best of all, I am so involved with it. Godammit! He simply can't comprehend the word "alternative"!!! Why so rigid?!
I was all sulky and moodless to do anything after the call. Hate the way things have to be right now. Won't they just spare me and give me peace even just a week before i leave?! What's worst? Asking me to come back after office hour to help out?! Oh so sorry that i dont do charity work! And all authorities have been taken away in SAP T-codes. seriously, tell me whats worst than all this!
And whats the last thing i can do? Just laugh it off. DAMM! Doesn't all this seems so IMPRESSIVE?! HAHA!
Well oh wells. definitely u can see that today's not a very good day. With the stormy day and continuous pour since morning, my mood is kind of dampen. Jacq and lwl will be dropping by my workplace later and I SERIOUSLY HOPE that this will at least blow those gloomy clouds away:(
Till then, ciaos.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Shopaholic
Bought a new novel yesterday, adding on to my collections. I enjoy reading those novels but i am awe by how i can finish up each novel so fast. Than again, i always have difficulty starting on a new one immediately cause my thoughts always still lingers around the previous one.
Boyf had nights out yesterday and so we met at bugis for dinner. Pastamania:) My fav chicken cheese salsicia penne with tomato cream sauce. Awesome! Strolled around and ended up in honeymoon dessert. I ordered my usual, grassjelly with vanilla sauce topped with macha ice cream. Boyf ordered this watermelon beancurd which tasted aweful:(
Me: dear, dont eat la. u can hv mine, i cant finish.
Boyf: nvm la. *continues his aweful beancurd with a moody face and pouts his mouth*
Me: *Shove a mouthful of macha icecream with vanilla sauce into his mouth*
Boyf: *Gives a wide smile* I AM HAPPIER NOW:D
HAHAH. Seriously, sometimes i just cant help it but wants to hug him tightly. His kiddish self never fail to make me love him even more! another epic one in our sms.
Me: what you doing?!
Boyf: Just finish gyming. Drinking my milk milk.
Me: Good! Grow BIG BIG SIZE!
Boyf: You think i am your tamaguchi?
Thats how all this minor stuff makes my day(:
Life's not gonna be easy coming forth. With my job hour unstable and him flying thai for one month. I hope we will be able to hold on tight and walk this path tgt:D JIA JIA YOU<3
Anyway, we headed to kinokuniya ltr on and stayed for almost an hour. I bought a new novel whereas he bought a self enrichment book. And we parted at the station going either ways.Thats the reason why I hate nights out. Cause we always have to part after that.
Bought a new novel yesterday, adding on to my collections. I enjoy reading those novels but i am awe by how i can finish up each novel so fast. Than again, i always have difficulty starting on a new one immediately cause my thoughts always still lingers around the previous one.
Boyf had nights out yesterday and so we met at bugis for dinner. Pastamania:) My fav chicken cheese salsicia penne with tomato cream sauce. Awesome! Strolled around and ended up in honeymoon dessert. I ordered my usual, grassjelly with vanilla sauce topped with macha ice cream. Boyf ordered this watermelon beancurd which tasted aweful:(
Me: dear, dont eat la. u can hv mine, i cant finish.
Boyf: nvm la. *continues his aweful beancurd with a moody face and pouts his mouth*
Me: *Shove a mouthful of macha icecream with vanilla sauce into his mouth*
Boyf: *Gives a wide smile* I AM HAPPIER NOW:D
HAHAH. Seriously, sometimes i just cant help it but wants to hug him tightly. His kiddish self never fail to make me love him even more! another epic one in our sms.
Me: what you doing?!
Boyf: Just finish gyming. Drinking my milk milk.
Me: Good! Grow BIG BIG SIZE!
Boyf: You think i am your tamaguchi?
Thats how all this minor stuff makes my day(:
Life's not gonna be easy coming forth. With my job hour unstable and him flying thai for one month. I hope we will be able to hold on tight and walk this path tgt:D JIA JIA YOU<3
Anyway, we headed to kinokuniya ltr on and stayed for almost an hour. I bought a new novel whereas he bought a self enrichment book. And we parted at the station going either ways.Thats the reason why I hate nights out. Cause we always have to part after that.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Fell in love with yesterday
You do not need a well planned out exciting day or shop til you drop session to enjoy your weekend. Went to sentosa for a relaxation with the boyf. It was speechless. The happiness i feel, the love i got was 'no words can describe'.
Evening breeze, gorgeous sunset. I was at maximus happiness. My love for the beach, the sunset and the sea breeze can never be explained. This is where I truly belong. Under the sun, along with the breeze i dance. I miss all those tanning sessions, volleyball leagues.
Never can i explain how wonderful this feeling is and i truly enjoyed myself. Be it whether its a fun day out with the clique or just an evening stroll hands in hands with the boyf, i hearts it all. I felt a tinge of happiness whenever my feet lands on the beautiful white sand. Calmness overwhelmed me listening to the waves crushing against the rocks at the shore. I was a little happy girl.
The boyf was feeling a little unwell but yet he insisted we should head there knowing i've been wanting to. I felt so bad seeing him so sickly yet insisting so hard. So much so i wrapped my hands around him and was unwilling to let go of him. I said " i am not letting you FLY". He replied " i will never silly". I am so loved. His the one who gives in ten steps when i take one step forward. He is the one who knows me so well i never had to speak a word to tell him wat i want. He is the one who puts me at the top of his world and even before him. I love him all.
Our plan is right on track and though we are still meeting obstacles here and there, we manage to hurdle across and come this far. Although we have to bare with the ruthless comments of others, we hold on tight and walked down this tough path. I know that you always despise on us but we will prove you wrong. I know we will cause we hold on this tight till now and we are on the way on our plan. I know we can cause we have given up so much things just for this plan. We have managed to prevent ourselves on splurging on stuff that is un-needed just for this plan. We will get it. Soon.
Unhappiness aside. I have 2 more weeks with U and my journey there will come to a fullstop. It has been a journey which i have learnt alot. Be it in terms of accounting knowledge or interpersonal skills, i have greatly advanced. Although this departure might not be approved or well-seen by all. I promise myself and the boyf i will prove all that i made the right decision. I know Eureka will bring me along and to a higher level in life.
I know that life's not gonna be easy for the next 1 or 2 years till boyf settled down with an income that can support us through. And mean time, i will work hard. For our future that is.
Alright. Thats about it, enjoy your last few hours of the precious weekends! Ciaos.
You do not need a well planned out exciting day or shop til you drop session to enjoy your weekend. Went to sentosa for a relaxation with the boyf. It was speechless. The happiness i feel, the love i got was 'no words can describe'.
Evening breeze, gorgeous sunset. I was at maximus happiness. My love for the beach, the sunset and the sea breeze can never be explained. This is where I truly belong. Under the sun, along with the breeze i dance. I miss all those tanning sessions, volleyball leagues.
Never can i explain how wonderful this feeling is and i truly enjoyed myself. Be it whether its a fun day out with the clique or just an evening stroll hands in hands with the boyf, i hearts it all. I felt a tinge of happiness whenever my feet lands on the beautiful white sand. Calmness overwhelmed me listening to the waves crushing against the rocks at the shore. I was a little happy girl.
The boyf was feeling a little unwell but yet he insisted we should head there knowing i've been wanting to. I felt so bad seeing him so sickly yet insisting so hard. So much so i wrapped my hands around him and was unwilling to let go of him. I said " i am not letting you FLY". He replied " i will never silly". I am so loved. His the one who gives in ten steps when i take one step forward. He is the one who knows me so well i never had to speak a word to tell him wat i want. He is the one who puts me at the top of his world and even before him. I love him all.
Our plan is right on track and though we are still meeting obstacles here and there, we manage to hurdle across and come this far. Although we have to bare with the ruthless comments of others, we hold on tight and walked down this tough path. I know that you always despise on us but we will prove you wrong. I know we will cause we hold on this tight till now and we are on the way on our plan. I know we can cause we have given up so much things just for this plan. We have managed to prevent ourselves on splurging on stuff that is un-needed just for this plan. We will get it. Soon.
Unhappiness aside. I have 2 more weeks with U and my journey there will come to a fullstop. It has been a journey which i have learnt alot. Be it in terms of accounting knowledge or interpersonal skills, i have greatly advanced. Although this departure might not be approved or well-seen by all. I promise myself and the boyf i will prove all that i made the right decision. I know Eureka will bring me along and to a higher level in life.
I know that life's not gonna be easy for the next 1 or 2 years till boyf settled down with an income that can support us through. And mean time, i will work hard. For our future that is.
Alright. Thats about it, enjoy your last few hours of the precious weekends! Ciaos.
Saturday, July 09, 2011
Second home(:
Along with the evening breeze and the gorgeous sunset, we strolled hands in hands. No tanning or any exotic activities. Just pure relaxation and a calming stroll along the seaside. No matter how or what, i always feel so good when i am here in sentosa. It feels like a second home. I think this is where and i belong. Not a refine lady but an outgoing enthusiatic beach lover(: i should like be who i am and tan like how i use to.
Many fond memoriea with the love in sentosa. Shall write more with the pictures back home tonight! Enjoy the evening! Ciao.
Along with the evening breeze and the gorgeous sunset, we strolled hands in hands. No tanning or any exotic activities. Just pure relaxation and a calming stroll along the seaside. No matter how or what, i always feel so good when i am here in sentosa. It feels like a second home. I think this is where and i belong. Not a refine lady but an outgoing enthusiatic beach lover(: i should like be who i am and tan like how i use to.
Many fond memoriea with the love in sentosa. Shall write more with the pictures back home tonight! Enjoy the evening! Ciao.
Thursday, July 07, 2011
Monday, July 04, 2011
One last
Like smearing my own face with my own shit, i have beg to differ my earlier post. I thought about this whole thing the whole afternoon. And i reason the whole thing out with one last conclusion. I left cause of people and not entirely work. Yes, work is stressful and loading. But i seriously cant take further shit from the people who are entirely dishonest, despicable and not trust-worthy. I know i am wrong in the first place to place my whole shit trust on you but little did i know that things are way worst than I thought it was.
Its super ridiculous of all the tales you have told!!! and its even more ludicrous when you thought that you are on the top of the world controlling every matter WHEN we ALL know every details of the ugly truth. I dont think you will feel any sense of guilt when you come to realise that 2 fine people left cause of you. I dont even think the guilt will reach your heart anyway.
And this is life, society, work. I know I will meet all these obstacles but i never thought it would come this close. But i was more fortunate than the others i would say. I hope to let you know, in this world, there is a thing call karma! I dont hope it will befall on you but i hope you can realise that we ALL know what you have been up to and you will correct yourself from there!
Like smearing my own face with my own shit, i have beg to differ my earlier post. I thought about this whole thing the whole afternoon. And i reason the whole thing out with one last conclusion. I left cause of people and not entirely work. Yes, work is stressful and loading. But i seriously cant take further shit from the people who are entirely dishonest, despicable and not trust-worthy. I know i am wrong in the first place to place my whole shit trust on you but little did i know that things are way worst than I thought it was.
Its super ridiculous of all the tales you have told!!! and its even more ludicrous when you thought that you are on the top of the world controlling every matter WHEN we ALL know every details of the ugly truth. I dont think you will feel any sense of guilt when you come to realise that 2 fine people left cause of you. I dont even think the guilt will reach your heart anyway.
And this is life, society, work. I know I will meet all these obstacles but i never thought it would come this close. But i was more fortunate than the others i would say. I hope to let you know, in this world, there is a thing call karma! I dont hope it will befall on you but i hope you can realise that we ALL know what you have been up to and you will correct yourself from there!
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